I'm done, I'm done being the funny one
The one who laughs under the sun for fun
Tired of playing games and being fake
I know there has to be a way to run across this wide highway
I need to know that you're out here for me
Be the one I'd like to keep at my side
Oh, my heart's not filled with love
Maybe I should quit hoping 'cause the worst is yet to come
This is my cry for help
They say Heaven's above
Well, my life is hell
So I'm giving up
Don't try to stop me now when it's too late
I'm only doing this out of self-hate
Hopefully you'll appreciate my actions one day
And you'll understand how I couldn't take the pain
The venom rages within me, like a bad drug
Wake up in the morning, wish I never woke up
Sometimes I need a hold or a coffee filled cup
Sometimes the depressed only need love
So hold me tight in your embracing arms
Help me realize that I shouldn't self-harm
If I knew better, I wouldn't have written this letter
Convincing myself you'd forget her (me)
Cause no one cares, that's what I thought
Tired of feeling like a plot graph that no one looks back at
As if I'm a lab rat, stop testing me
When I break I'll finally be set free
I've felt the wind blow beneath my feet
I watched it fade away within me
Deliver me into the sea so I can be happy
It's not easy
YOU ARE READING
Twisted
PoetryThis is just an emotional outlet for me. P.S. I think I might be bipolar. It is completed until I feel like writing another poem, which I might tomorrow. Please, don't steal any of my work. Thank you **Images are taken from the internet. I do not o...
