Twisted

"Hmmkum"

You picked me up when I was falling low

I fell for you, then you broke my soul

Fatal thoughts of letting go...

I kissed you softly and you loved me for long

You ripped me to pieces and I played our song

Told you I was not that strong...

You made me happy when I was depressed

I whispered softly and we got undressed

Unfortunately now I'm obsessed...

I hadn't had acceptance for myself

You slowly degraded my mental health

I still loved you the same, but

you never grew tired of your games

You still show up with you and your face

I want to shoot myself in the same place

I found out you're with another girl

You spin her around and make her heartbeat twirl

You said you got over me, but

I was never over..

I never knew I'd be replaced

You had to go and mess up my already troubled brain

With heartbreak, and with heartbreak

Now I'm broken here all alone

You and her? Who knows?

I should've known.

Yeah, I should have known you'd find someone else

I should have listened to myself when I hesitated to do what you wanted me to do

I should have waited instead of giving in to you

You shouldn't have pressured me, that's why we broke up too soon

And even though we may NEVER be together EVER again,

I would still go to and from the moon for you

I'd die in outer space with my unknown face in an unfamiliar place without a trace

And I'll wrap the flowers you gave me around my neck as suicide necklaces

Because they're beautiful, honey.

We were two lovely human beings in a blind relationship

And it would be an understatement to say that I loved you