Stuck : A One Direction Fan Fiction

Part 39

Part 39

I find myself staring at the clock at work again today.  After work I am going to head to the concert.  I really want to see them live again.  It’s been so long.  Hearing all the fans scream for them makes me feel so proud to know and love them. Unfortunately I won’t be able to go see them tomorrow so today and then I’ll only get to see them one more day.

I’ve made sure I was able to change out of my work clothes and into something presentable.  I’ve been trying to convince Gianni to go with me but he refuses.  He swears he will get recognized from the Christmas party picture even though you only see the back of his head.  I stop at his desk on my way out the door.  “Last chance, I’m heading out.”

He shakes his head, “No way.  An arena filled with screaming women is not my thing.”

I pout my lip out. “Fine, I’ll go by myself.  I’ll see you tomorrow.”

The opening act has already started as I make my way to my seats.  I feel like I may be getting dirty looks from people but I keep telling myself it’s all in my head.  This is the first time at a concert as the well known girlfriend of Harry Styles.  I try not to let the stares and the whispers get to me but I think you have to be made of steel to not get at least a little bothered.  

In between the opening act and the start of the show the dirty looks become more apparent.  It feels likening whole arena is looking at me.  Out of the corner of my eye I notice people taking pictures of me.  A few friendly fans come over and say hello and it makes me feel that maybe not everyone hates my guts.  I was warned that sitting in the crowd was not a good idea but I am glad I decided to ignore it.

The show starts and I find myself singing along and screaming just as if I was a regular fan.  They put on such a great show and they get everyone involved.  It’s impossible not to have a good time.  I get so caught up in the atmosphere that for a second I don’t see myself as a girlfriend but a fan. I hope that the haters see the love for these incredible guys that I have and realize I would not to anything to hurt them.  There is a moment in the show that I swear Harry finds me in the crowd and he gives me a look that is filled with love.  I feel like it lasts forever until he turns away and sings his part.  One of the fans next to me screams and yells in my ear, “he was totally looking at you.  You’re so lucky.”

I just smile and turn to her and yell back, “I know!”