Part 31

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Part 31

It’s the most wonderful time of the year.  Who came up with that anyway?  Ok maybe I am bitter this year because I am alone.  I dread going out to shop because every single place has happy holiday songs.  I am just not feeling it this year.  Bah humbug.

I already have decided what I’m doing for Harry for Christmas.  I’m flying his mom out to him.  I know he more than has the money to do this himself but he hasn’t thought of it and I have.  I know how much he misses his family while on the road so I can’t wait to see…well hear his reaction.

We were going to have a Skype session but something came up.  It’s been like that the last few times we’ve tried to talk.  I’ve been trying to go out to get my mind off of things but it’s not that easy.  Even if nobody follows me I feel like I am always being watched.  I have become obsessed with checking twitter to see if anyone has snuck pictures of me.  

My phone vibrates and I look down.  It’s Louis, he has sent a picture of Harry at the event they are at and Harry is doing a pouty lip.  ‘He’s miserable without you.’

I take a picture if myself doing a pouty lip and send it back. ‘Me too’.

It’s about 4 am here but I can’t sleep. ‘Go to bed’ Lou texts back.

‘Been trying to’ I reply.  I lie in bed imagining that they’re having a good time where they are at.  They’re probably drunk too.  I am going to make myself go out and have fun tomorrow.  It will be the day before Christmas Eve and the day of my work Christmas party.  I haven’t planned to go but I think it will be good for me. Plus, open bar, who could say no to that?

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