Stuck : A One Direction Fan Fiction

Part 47

Part 47

During the meet and greet I usually hide in the back.  I know the fans don’t want to see me while their dreams are coming through.  Tonight I decide to peak my head out once in a while to watch.  The looks on all the girls faces just make me so happy.  The boys have so much fun meeting their fans and making them happy.  I really want to take it all in tonight because it will be the last night I’ll see them in so long.  I am on such a high from this morning.  I want to go out there and hug every fan…but I won’t. 

I’ve decided to be out in the crowd during the performance tonight.  I think Eleanor is going to be sitting with us.  Danielle is going to be there.  She’s not going to be going to the states with them.  None of us are.  At least we have each other.  I brought a camera with me to see if I can capture some moments on stage.  I feel like such a fan, which is not a bad thing at all.  I know my mom has been asking for pictures.

Speaking of my mom.  She bought tickets to their show in New Jersey.  She’s going to meet Harry for the first time without me being there.  I’m a bit nervous about that.  That’s 3 months away, though, so no need to think about that now.  

After the meet and greet the guys come in the back and start to get ready for the show.  I grab a bite to eat so I’m not starving while I’m out there.  I’ve gotten myself a bowl of M&Ms and am throwing them across the room into Niall’s mouth.  He caught a few and missed a bunch but I make sure to sweep up.  I know after the show they have to go right to traveling so these are my last moments with them.

I am happy with the time Harry and I spent with each other this morning so I’m not obsessing over making sure I spend every second with him.  It seems as if the the flies and it’s time to head out to my seat.  When I get out there Danielle and Eleanor are already sitting in their seats which are right next to mine.  They smile when they spot me and give me hugs once I get to the seat.

Any time I caught a fan glancing back at us I wave to them.  At this point a lot more of the fans have started to warm to me.  I still get my fair share of hate but not as much as the beginning.  After being with Harry for almost a year I guess they finally see I’m in it for the long haul.  The show starts and I find myself being really emotional through out.  I take a bunch of pictures to send to my mom.  After the show is over I find myself lingering behind as if me staying behind would keep them from leaving.  My phone goes off and I look down at it.  ‘See you in 4 months babe.’ A tear rolls down my cheek and text back ‘Be safe.  I love you.’