Hello guys! I really wanted to give Justin a POV because I'm really drained right now to write for fia's POV. {I want her to be detailed that's why I choose Justin for now) It was very complicated hahaha! These past few days I've been contemplating about life and my goals for this story because I am really eager to finish this. I hope you guys will support me wahahaha. Nice! By the way if youre thinking why I'm not writing Tagalog. Dontcha worry Justin got you. Hahahaha.
Justin's POV
It's almost a month since fia and I broke up. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nakaya ko yung mga araw na di ko sya kasama. Its like killing me everytime na naiisip ko yung araw na nag usap kami nung party ni mike. Sobrang gustong gusto kong marinig yung paliwanag niya kaso kinakain ako ng galit at selos. I want to understand her pero may pumipigil sa akin. Sinabihan ko na sya ng mga masasamang salita kaya hindi ko na alam kong paano pa namin maibabalik yung dati.
Anne and I are happy but I feel incomplete, feeling ko hindi na ako yung dating justin simula nung hindi na kami ni fia. Sa sobrang lungkot at sakit na nararamdaman ko naging kami ni anne. I feel bad about our relationship because I admit it I used anne as rebound. And Im stupid and crazy for doing this. Anne is pain in the ass but I can handle her, she loves me so much and that's what I like about her.
Having this feeling is very weird. Having a relationship with anne while im madly inlove with fia, trying to forget her and letting her go.. She didn't know that I followed her when she talked to me but I already saw her hugging roy. At sobrang gago ko kung bakit hindi ko siya pinigilan.
Alam ko namang di magagawa ni fia na lokohin ako pero nung nakita kong hawak siya ng iba sobrang naiinis ako. Sobrang lungkot ko nun kasi aalis pero nakita ko syang may kahalikang iba, kaya hindi ko napigilan yung sarili ko. Iniwan ko si fia ng walang paliwanag.
Sobrang dami kong pagkakamali.. And I hope fia would forgive me.
She keeps blaming herself about our relationship, She's hurting because of me...
The way she talked to me during camp.
And I miss her so bad. I miss everything about her..
Napapansin ko ng masyadong distant na sa akin ni fia pero di ko sya masisisi kasi Im with anne
I really want to explain everything to her a detailed explanation because she deserves it. I will explain it from the first day of our broke up until now. .
Everytime I look at her I have this feeling that I want to hug her to hold her and to kiss her.
Mike and I talk about everything all of them knows how much I love fia. And Im very thankful for them because they take care of fia. Especially roy.
After class hinatid ko pauwi si Anne sa apartment nila at gusto kong umuwi agad kasi dadaanan ko pa si fia. Palagi kong ginagawa dumadaan sa bahay nila. Kahit hindi ko sya nakikita.
"Babe, why don't you sleep here again?" She said. Yes, nakatulog na ako sa apartment ni anne nung lasing ako kakaisip kay fia. Hindi ko alam kung bakit kay anne ako pumunta. Walang nangyari sa amin pero palaging sinasabi ni anne na wala daw akong naaalala.
"Babe, I still have things to do. Maybe next time" I said. I was about to get my phone when I realized that I left my phone in the car.. "Can we cuddle before you go?" She asks and hug me.
