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Nicola Martinez (18) is a new student at College. Little does she know Christina Marie is her roommate and her boyfriend Corbyn was in NYC at the time she was put into her dorm. She Meets Jonah and immediately grows attached. They...
*Nicola's pov* I haven't eaten in days. No one talks to me and I don't talk to anyone. Olivia is getting worried and she thinks I'm going back into my depressed stage. "Please..please Nicola eat" she holds out a carrot stick and I smack it out of her hands "Go. Away" I turn away from her and curl up in a ball "Please Nicola" She whispers and then she walks out. I climb out my window and climb up into the tree. I climb up and step onto the roof and then I sit on the top and let the cold air run through my hair and kiss my skin. Jonah has tried talking to me but I refused to talk to him. "Hey" a body sits beside me but I look away not wanting to see who it is "We all miss you" a arm wraps around my shoulders I let my eyes flicker to his face and I sigh.
It's Jack.
"Well I don't miss you all" I pull away from him "What's going on...why have you changed?" Jack grabs my wrist "DONT TOUCH ME" I yell and stand up "Nicola talk to me" he rips me back down "NO" I push him away and then slide down the roof onto the tree. I swing through my window and get caught in arms and dragged onto the bed. "What are you thinking!?" Jonah puts a hand on both of my cheeks "You could of gotten killed" he hugs me tightly "I don't care" I push him off and stare at the empty space beside me "Nicola...Liv i-" "She is scared, worried, upset yeah I know I fucked up okay I know I'm a problem" I stand up cutting him off "Nicola you ar-" "Are scaring all of us. I KNOW OKAY" I cut him off again and start pacing around the room "COMING THROUGH" Jack swings through my window and does a roll before standing up and brushing himself off He waves and then walks out the door and Jonah stares at his hands. "I know I fucked up okay I don't need all of you coming up and reminding me about it. Learn to understand when I just want to be left alone" I roll my eyes and start pushing him out the door "Nicola please" he tried to grab my hand but I rip it away and shove him out and close the door quickly. I lock it and then sink to the ground smacking my head against the door a few times. "Nicola you aren't alone....you never will be" Jonah whispers before the stairs creak as he walks away I start sobbing into my hands and then I see the bowl of carrot sticks on the bed. I stand up and grab the bowl and peg it at a wall. It shatters and a piece cuts my cheek. I look at the shards of glass on the ground and then Jonah storms through the door smashing it off the frame. "You are bleeding" he runs over and picks me up "STOP" I try to get him off but I'm helpless "I'm losing my mind" he whispers sitting me on the kitchen bench. "I don't care. Leave me alone" I whimper "You do care Nic....you just don't know you do" he sighs and presses a wet cloth to my cheek I flinch away but he puts a hand on the back of my neck and presses the cloth to my cheek again. I try to pull away but his hand stabilises me in one place. "Done" he pulls the cloth away and throws it in the bin "Bye" I jump off the counter and try to walk away but he grabs my wrist and spins me around. He smashes his lips against mine and my body melts into his. Our lips fit together like puzzle pieces and our hearts beat rhythmically. I wrap my arms around his neck and tangle my hands in hair. He lifts me into his arms and carries me to the couch. He hovers over me and I stare into his greenish blue eyes. "I love you" he whispers I respond my pulling his lips back to mine and he smiles. I shiver slightly and Jonah chuckles. He flips so i was on top and then he pulls a blanket over us. I rest my head on his chest and I can hear people getting closer. "Hey" Zach sits beside us "Hi" Jonah yawns "Nic?" Olivia whispers She runs over and kneels in front of me. I lift a hand and graze her cheek and she melts into my hand. "I'm sorry" I whisper She kisses my cheek and then crawls into Zach's arms. "I can't do this" I stand up and run to my room "Nicola!" Jonah chases after me I lock myself in the bathroom and then I find the sharpener for my eyeliner. "Nicola please" Jonah bangs on the door "I just need everything to stop" I sob and smash the sharpener. I rip the razor out of the now broken sharpener and then Jonah gets the door open. "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" He grabs my wrist "What?" I stare at him in confusion "How would Olivia and I feel if you left us" he pulls the razor out of my hand and throws it in the toilet "HEY!" I try to grab it but he pushes the flush button "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!?" I scream and push him "Nicola Stop" Christina appears in the doorway and i sink to the ground "What is happening with you" she pulls me to her chest "I don't know" I sob Jonah sits beside us with his hand on my waist and he was lightly crying. "Take me home" I whisper "Home?" Jonah frowns "Take me back to Australia" I whimper and stand up "No you are not going back there" Jonah snarls "I am" I send him a glare and walk into the closet I shove clothes into a bag and then I walk out and everyone was blocking the door. "I'm going back" I shove past all of them but a pair of way too familiar arms wrap around me. "I won't let you" he murmurs into my ear I lean into him and he picks me up bridal style. "I'll look after her" Jonah murmurs and everyone disappears He sits on the bed with me in his arms and he rocks. " please don't leave me" he mumbles into my hair I nod and then drift to sleep.
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I'm officially back I just needed a day to recover and think about my friend. I had one of the boys at school comforting me so I'm quite happy cause it was my crush 😊 Anyway after losing my mind for a day and a half I have finally decided to save you and update...now I have all the chapters up to date and the dates should be correct. 07/03/18
