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*Nicola's pov*
Two days. Two days until due date. We have security around the hospital and my room. The police have informed us our father hasn't come through the airport and hasn't made a appearance in Los Angeles.
"I'm hungry" Olivia groans
I forced everyone to stay in the hospital room with me. It's not safe for anyone to go out there.
"Go buy some food then" I sigh
"Jonah can you come with?" Olivia looks at Jonah while Zach sleeps in the chair
He nods kissing my forehead and walking out with Olivia in front of him. Immediately I snap my head towards Gabbie and Christina and they stand up looking at me in worry.
"I need to get this out" I whisper and they walk over
"Zach" I shout and he jumps up in shock
"Wha- what's going on is everyone okay? Is the baby okay? Are you okay?" He runs over grabbing my hand and feeling my forehead before resting a hand on my belly
My heart warms at his quick reaction to his name being called and I nod at him.
"Everything's fine, I wanna talk to the girls privately" I smile at him and he nods
"CORBYN, JACK wakey wakey" Zach croons in their ears and Corbyn bounces to his feet
"Is everyone okay? Is Violet okay? Are you feeling okay? Any contractions? Where is Jonah?" He runs to my side reacting like Zach and Jack does the same
I let out a giggle and they stare at me bewildered
"I'm fine, I wanna talk to the girls privately" I smile at them and they nod
"Want us to grab Liv for you?" Zach yawns
"NO!" I shout a little too loud
They all give me funny looks and I look down at my hands.
"I'm not ready to tell her" I whisper
They all nod and then walk out leaving Gabbie, Christina and I in the room alone.
"Are you okay?" Christina sits down
"I have something to tell you two, you can't tell Jonah or anyone else. Mainly Jonah and Olivia" I whisper
They both nod and then I blurt it out.
"I might not live once Violet is born"
Gabbie and Christina stare at me silently tears filling their eyes and confused looks crossing their faces.
"Why?" Gabbie chokes out
"Because I'll be too weak. Violet has a larger chance of surviving and I have a slim chance. I'm willing to give up my life for her, but I need you guys to promise me that you will help Jonah look after her" I grab their hands
They both nod before hugging me tightly
"You won't live?" A deep voice cracks at the sentence and I look at the door to see Daniel.
"Daniel please" I look at him with tears in my eyes
"Nicola. You need to give up Violet right now, Jonah won't be Jonah without you. He will hate Violet and mentally blame her for your death" Daniel walks over after locking the door
"But what if I don't fall pregnant again?" I glare at Daniel
"If you don't I'm sure Olivia or one of these girls would be willing to be a surrogate" Daniel sighs
"Daniel, I may be making the wrong decision but Violet needs to live a life. We can't pull out now she's due in two days. If I kill her then I'm killing myself in the process" I shake my head
"Nicola, Jonah will never love Violet. He may tell you he will but he sure as hell won't. No one can love something that is the reason for the death of someone you love" Daniel looks at Gabbie and Christina and they nod slowly in agreement
"So I'm making a bad decision by bringing Violet into the world?" I look at all of them in shock
"Yes!" Gabbie exclaims suddenly
"You don't understand Nicola, Jonah will never forgive or forget that Violet is the reason for your death. He will never love Violet and I don't think any of us will. It may seem harsh but you are so important to all of us. You make us all happy and you make your sister happy. God imagine Olivia around Violet knowing she's the reason for your death. I think Liv would kill Violet. We sound rude and stupid but you are our main priority when it comes to the birth. We only care if you are okay Nicola. Violet does mean a lot to us but you mean a lot more" Gabbie pushes a strand of hair behind her ear
I look at my hands brushing a tear off my cheek before looking at Christina.
"Do you agree with them?" I croak
She looks at me with sad eyes nods slowly.
"Nicola, the only reason I agree is because you got pregnant so easily. I don't think it will be that hard next time. If you give birth to that thing inside of you Nicola. I will have it killed myself because it killed you. You mean absolutely everything to us and no one can replace you. Mainly not a baby that caused your death" Christina growls
"Why are you guys so against it. Violet isn't gonna hurt any of yo-"
"Every time we look at her we will think of how she killed you Nicola" Daniel cuts me off
"I can't give up this far in" I shake my head
"You are gonna have to Nicola. We all need you mainly Jonah and Olivia" Gabbie grabs my hand
There's a loud bang on my door and Jonah bursts through with tears streaming down his face.
"Why wouldnt you tell me?"

 "Why wouldnt you tell me?"

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Oh no :(
-T

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