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*Nicola's pov*

"How are we going to tell Violet?" Jonah runs his fingers through my hair as we watch the sunset.
"I'll earn her trust and explain what happened" I murmur and look at my hands
"You can't tell her the proper truth Nic, she will think you didn't want her" Jonah's eyes flicker to mine and I nod blushing deeply
"I would never want her to think that" I kiss his cheek and stand up
"Hi Nicola!" Violet skips out the back door grabbing my hands
My heart sinks as she says my name but warms as she danced around.
"Grandma is here daddy!" She sings lightly and I look at Jonah
His eyes widen and he quickly runs through the back door.
"Let's dance!" Violet stands in my toes and I spin her around.
I hum softly and dance wth her until Jonah walks out with his mother behind him.
"Nicola" Carrie smiles beautifully and Violet squeals
"Look at me dance grandma!" She spins around holding my hand and Jonah watches intently
"Photo!" Carrie yells and Jonah walks to my side.
We walk into the house standing in front of a wall and Violet grins as Jonah puts his arm around my waist. She stands in front of us and I pull her long hair behind her shoulders but she flips it back sending me a playful giggle. We pose for the picture and then I see Jonah Post it.

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I look at Jonah and he smiles tightly. Carrie pulls me away from the group and we talk for a few hours until she is forced to wave so that Svea doesn't get food poisoning from Esther's cooking.
"Jonah" I whisper and he looks at me with a sleeping Violet in his arms
"Let me put her in bed" he whispers back and stands up carrying her to a room
I follow behind slowly and he places her down in her bed. Gabbie changed her into her pjs since I was busy and Christina has never spoken a word to Violet since my "death".
"Goodnight baby girl" Jonah kisses her forehead and pulls her blanket up before placing a teddy bear in beside her.
"My teddy" I whisper
When I was first pregnant Jonah took me to a arcade place and he won me a little teddy that said forever and always.
"She hasn't let it go since the day I gave it to her. I told her it meant very much to me but I never told her why" Jonah stands beside me and we watch Violet sleep.
We pull the door closed softly and we sit in Jonah's room silently.
"I'm sorry" I whisper
Jonah nods softly and looks at his hands
"I looked after her for 7 years lying to her everyday about you. I always told her you were on a vacation but I know she never believed it. I met Sienna last year and Violet got attached. I couldn't hurt Violet so I stayed with Sienna. There wasn't a day with Sienna that made me happy. All I could think is how you would of been loyal and I was cheating on my dead wife. Sienna knew to never ask about you but I told her one night when I got drunk. The next day she told me about it and I didn't talk to anyone for weeks. Saying your name...even hearing it put me into a phase where I wouldn't eat or talk or even do anything. I would stay in my bed and stare at my ceiling thinking of how life could of been if I didn't have sex with you in that car" Jonah looks at me with tears in his eyes
"What did you do all these years Nicola" Jonah croaks
"I watched....and envied and cried....I followed you guys. I watched over her like a angel. I did it because of my father Jonah" I feel the pain in my body as I mention my father
The bruises still haven't healed. The pain he made me feel continues to remind me of what he did.
"He raped me Jonah. He raped me and told me only sluts get pregnant. I told him I killed Violet because I didn't want a kid. He raped me while you and Violet lived happily. He said he was going to kill you and Olivia if he ever saw you" tears start to stream down my cheeks and I look at Jonah
"I killed him. One night as he slept I slit his throat and left making sure to leave no evidence and I watched you guys. I made sure no one came near the house as you guys slept and I threatened anyone who made a comment about you guys" I wipe the tears away and Jonah pulls me into his arms
"I won't let anyone hurt you again Nicola. I love you so much" Jonah murmurs tears dripping into my hair
I sob into his chest and he holds me tightly.
That's how we stayed for the rest of the night.

The photo edit is so bad 🤢🤢Reason 3874 on why I shouldn't edit photos 😂Oh no :( -T

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The photo edit is so bad 🤢🤢
Reason 3874 on why I shouldn't edit photos 😂
Oh no :(
-T

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