"Okay, so let me get this straight. You are going wedding dress shopping with Perrie? Your friend with benefits fiancé? Ok, this is fucked up." The girls and I sat in Alex's hotel room eating breakfast and weighing in on my completely twisted love life. Or well, Alex was. She was always the most vocal.
"You have to call her back and tell her you can't go."
"Alex, I can't. It wouldn't help anything. I'm trying to clear my name here. Plus, I didn't save her number."
"And Zayn is okay with this?" She asked. Shit.
"Well, I haven't necessarily told him just yet." I mumbled.
"What? Oh for fucks sake. What do you think he will say?" Lola asked, finally breaking her silence.
"I don't know. It's not like he can tell me I can't go. He doesn't control me." I answer. "I'm not his to control." I add under my breath.
"Wow, somebody is bitter."
Guess I didn't say it quite low enough.
"Well you're going to have to tell him soon because you leave in about three hours." Alex said, taking a sip of her coffee. And as if on cue, there was a knock on the door.
"Fuck my life." I groaned. Alex and Lola snickered behind me as I walked to the door, I flipped them off before turning to open it.
"Hi."
"Hi." He breathed, leaning in to give me a peck on the lips. "Can I come in?"
"Sure. We were just finishing up breakfast."
"Hello Zayn." The girls said in unison, a smirk on both of their faces. He awkwardly greeted them back.
"So what are you plans today, Zayn?" Alex asked.
"Oh, uh, I was going to meet with Perrie a little later and discuss plans for the ceremony." He replied, making me secretly happy that he didn't refer to it as a "wedding."
"Oh that's nice. So Megan what were you plans again? I forgot what you told me." She smirked. She wasn't going to let me get out of this one.
"Oh, you know. Some shopping maybe." I smirked back at her and took a sip of my coffee. Technically it wasn't a lie.
"Oh, that's right! You're going dress shopping with Perrie. Now I remember." Fucking Alex.
"You're what?" Zayn snarled, making me jump and spill my coffee.
"Uh, yeah. Did I forget to mention that?"
"Megan you can't go dress shopping with Perrie! It's just so.. Fucked up. It's fucked up. You can't go. That's final."
I stood up from the table, my mood instantly turning changing. "This whole thing is fucked up! You don't have to remind me how fucked up it is because I fucking know!"
"Don't talk to me like that." He said through his teeth. "You're not going."
"Oh, I'm going. You don't control me, Zayn."
I turned to walk off but was stopped by his strong grip on my arm.
"But I do control you. Don't you remember?" Zayn's face twisted into an evil smirk. "You can't say no to me. We discussed this in the beginning." I was instantly taken back by his sick remark.
"In the beginning we also said there was to be no feelings but look what happened now?" I ripped my arm out of his grasp. "Everything is fucked up and you bringing you're idiotic rules back into this shit in order to keep me from going isn't helping."
"For fucks sake Megan can you just do what I say for once?"
"No. And if you think for one minuet that you can control me, you're sadly mistaken. I'm not your property, Zayn." I snarled.
"Then what are you then? Because you sure aren't my girlfriend. You're especially not my fiancé."
His words cut through my heart like a knife, making my anger turn into complete hurt. I turned away from him quickly hoping to hide the tears that were starting to form in my eyes.
"Megan, I'm sorry. I should have-"
"Leave." I cut him off. I didn't want to hear anymore hurtful words. I didn't want to be reminded of things I was trying so hard to forget.
He hesitated for a moment, before standing up and walking out the door, slamming it shut.
"Megan, are you okay?" Lola asked, her voice soft. I didn't answer. Instead, I turned and headed for the door myself.
"Wait, were the hell are you going?"Alex called after me.
"Well, if I'm going to to wedding dress shopping I'm going to have to get ready, don't I?"
(Ok so I'm proud of myself for being regular with my updates. I'll update again tomorrow which will be the shopping chapter (yay?) but then I'll have to take a break from updating for about a day or two because I have family coming to visit. I hope that's ok! I'll be back to regular updates after that. I promise. Vote and comment if you enjoyed this *cough* shit *cough* update. And Keep checking my polyvore for more outfits :) I'm having way to much fun with that app lol. Follow me on twitter: @/DatBieberCraic and tell me you're a reader! I'll DM you to Liam and Niall ;). Peace out.) -Jenny
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