I have always had a "Her" ever since I started admiring women in a more adult way. First it was a teacher, then a guidance counselor, and a fair few others. Now it's Her, I call her Suzanne when I write. Not because that is her name but because I can't think of what the repercussions would be if she found out about how I feel. But why did I pick Suzanne? It's simple really, it's the title of a song she showed me. I learned every lyric to this song in three days. Every note in four. Every beat of a drum and every melancholy note of a stringed instrument in five. Suzanne is the first Her to make me feel this way. The first to have my heart race so frantically at the mere thought of her. The first to have her presence trigger such an intense blush. The first woman I think I have ever loved. The first woman to truly deserve the title of Her so completely and unarguably. The first One.
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RomanceI've been hopelessly in love with Suzanne. I've started crushing on Red. What's going to happen? No clue. This is all true. My life, my love. No lies here. This is my journal.
