I'm over her. It's done. I don't feel The Thing when I think about her anymore. It is like Suzanne is fading. She is being replaced by someone else. Let's call this someone else, Red. Now, Red is also a friend. We talked about Ana, Red knew that I was gay when they first met me. Red is beautiful. I'm not going to describe them. Too much information could possibly be given to the wrong person. But Red is beautiful. This isn't love not yet. It's just a crush. I need to stop it from getting worse. I need to. I can't drive Red away. Red is too important to me. Too important to my life, to my heart. No. To my soul. I like Red. No, I can't. Red is my friend. Yes. Red. Is. My. Friend. I like Red, a lot. Like, a lot a lot. Like, I have a huge crush on Red. Fuck.
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RomanceI've been hopelessly in love with Suzanne. I've started crushing on Red. What's going to happen? No clue. This is all true. My life, my love. No lies here. This is my journal.