what do you do when you experience the worst disappointment of your life so far? I honestly don't know. Yesterday I made myself look amazing and then she wasn't there. The second session she's missed. Apparently she was out of town. I miss her so much I feel like screaming. My godparents were over today. They basically said that they would not help me out financially if I go in to theater. That hurt. A lot. I wish I could hug her and cry my eyes out. I feel like my soul is being ripped from my chest and I can't feel anything other than pain. My writing helps but when I'm not with her I am in pain. She soothes and comforts without knowing what she's doing. I hope I make her feel the same peace. I fear that I will go insane if I don't see her this Friday. There is nothing I want more than to hold her and be held by her. She is light. She is the flame in a dark world. She is Suzanne. And I am nothing. I know so little but I feel so much. Too much.
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RomanceI've been hopelessly in love with Suzanne. I've started crushing on Red. What's going to happen? No clue. This is all true. My life, my love. No lies here. This is my journal.
