Song- Straight Razor by Matt Maeson
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"I've killed everything but my shame"
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I know you made me promise not to do it. But I'm sorry. I don't think I can do it anymore. I'm a shitty friend and now my best friend is really pissed of at me. I made a plan and you're the only person I told about it. Nobody I know follows me on here so you're still the only one I know that knows about the plan. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt anyone. I just feel like I've hit a wall with my life. You and two other people are the only reason that I'm even still here. You're probably my best friend. I've still got about two weeks to go. It's two weeks from today. I'm sorry. But I have to. I love you platonically, I hope you'll understand. This isn't goodbye yet, not for a while. Not yet. But soon.
