I take back what I said yesterday. Right now I don't like what my heart is telling me. I feel so lost I don't even think I know what my heart is telling me. I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. But I'm trying, I really am. I've decided I'm gonna back off on this girl that I think I like. I don't want any drama between you and me, and I know that's all that's gonna happen if I go for it. I don't even think I like her anymore anyway. That doesn't mean I'm not gonna be friends with her, though. I'm still gonna talk to her like I always do. I'm hoping this will make things better.
