Song: Drown by Tyler Joseph
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"I don't know if I am dying or living"
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If you're reading this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for any hurt I've ever caused you. I'm sorry for being my annoying self. I tried to find some knives that were sitting around the house yesterday, but my mom hid them all from me. I had a dream last night that I found a razor and I slit my wrists and bled out on the floor. I wish I could do that right now. I know everyone would be better off without me here. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for everything I've caused you. It seems like someone is always mad at me. I wish I could make everyone happy, but I can't. I'm trapped inside my own head, and it's only a matter of time before I break completely. I'm sorry that I have to do this, but this is the way it has to be. I'm sorry. Au revoir.
