"Take me away to someplace real"
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Song: Home by Gabrielle Aplin
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Even when I'm the happiest, something is always missing. There's always a mountain of worry behind everything else. Last night I went to a huge party. Half the class was there, I kissed a boy for the first time, I danced with my friends, I ate my body weight in pizza. I actually felt like regular kid for once. But something was still missing. I feel like I'm constantly lost in my thoughts. I'm hiding behind a screen while I'm watching everybody else live. Last night was exhilarating, but I still felt trapped inside myself. I don't feel real. I feel fake. I don't know who I am and I don't know who I wanna be. I don't like myself very much at all.
