Need You Now

Chapter 7- Painfully Disappear?

sweetdemonicorn for helping me out a lot in this story with ideas and same shoutout with SabrinaMalacara for the wonderful comments and encouragement hope you all are enjoying this book ❤ starts off with Pucks P.O.V and will switch to Kurts later on

As i went home from school i instantly felt regret building up in my stomach. How could i be so stupid and careless. I should have hid it better. Avoided them better

But no i had to screw up just like always. Just like with anything and everything i somehow manage to screw it up. I walk in the door and smile knowing my dad won't be home till later so i have a few hours to myself.... alone just what i want.

I head upstairs to my room but see the person i was dreading of seeing. Hoping maybe i could get away with it just this once but of course the world is like haha you thought.

"Hey there silently beautiful...... actually you aren't really attractive anymore." Karofsky spits out, not that he isn't being truthful but i really could use some alone time.

As he finishes what he came for i lay painfully in my bed. It hurt worse then usual but I'm happy that Kurt gets the respect and schooling he needs and deserves. I look at the bruises on my body and mentally curse myself for bruising like this.

I'm discussing. My body is full of marks consisting of cuts, bruises, red marks, burns. I am fat and mostly just a waste of space. Who would miss me? Who would csre i would be gone? People would most likely celebrate of my no longer existence because i wouldn't be on their lives anymore and would probably do more good then harm..... i hear no protesters.

I sigh and try to sit up but like usual its a struggle because of the pain. I think getting tackled hurts less then this. I head downstairs slowly and just my luck my dad comes in.

"You know the drill right?" I hesitantly nod and head to the basement. I know already he isn't going to be pleased i mean i barely pay attention in class, i don't socialize at all anymore, i don't try hard enough in football, i'm too weak and i need to workout more.

I sit and he ties me to a chair so i can't move. He places a rope in my mouth so i can't speak and puts a lot of duct tape over it.

He goes upstairs and comes back down with a dufflebag and a smirk on his face. "So Noah lets play some games shall we?" He takes out the lighter and a candle first. Which one would you like to start with. I close my eyes but feel him grip my jaw so hard i swear he is gonna break it.

If people don't like to read about harm with people i would skip to the next bolded section

I open my eyes to look at him and nod towards the candle because the wax is harder to deal with, especially with the man who i don't want to consider my father. He leaves the wax to dry and rips it off not being remotely careful, three things could happen when he does that. One it leaves a severe red mark and the spot becomes tender to the touch. Two it starts to bleed. And three it won't come off until it waers off which is in my opinion the worst because even though it wares out it leaves both a tender and red mark with a bit of an open wound.

I get so deep in my thoughts i don't realize the lighter is touching my skin until i am burning. He takes it away from the spot so it doesn't become a third degree burn and moves down my arm to a new spot that hasn't been touched yet. After he burns about 7 different spots on each arm he grabs the candle that has been burning this whole time and is basically now a big pot of melted snd heated wax

He pours it along my left arm and i bite as hard as i can on the rope. This time instead of swearing on breaking my jaw i think i might break a tooth. I watch my skin turn from my tan colour mixed with red to a severe red. I swear it's more red then hell itself