Need You Now

chapter 20- memory lane

Noah's pov

Okay so let's see I'm obviously in a hospital and I'm obviously not okay. I must have been on an accident or something that caused me to become confused and something that made me forget some of my life

All I know at the moment is I need to contact my father because he must be worried and my mom she must be freaking out.

I smile as I see Quinn who i can remember as being my girlfriend and my best friend Finn and my bro Sam.

"I n-need to tell my m-mom and dad t-that I'm okay and that I. I'm awake" I look towards Finn knowing he has their numbers"

Finn looks at me with a pained and saddened expression so something is up. "Dude you don't remember do you? " That question confuses me what could have happened did they fight are they working did I do something to upset them.... I'm so confused right now.

"Uh remember what exactly?" Sam's the one to answer this time and he sounds like he's trying to find a way to answer with a way I'll understand like yes I may be in the hospital but I can understand English words perfectly fine

"Okay well um your mom isn't um around anymore... I mean like shes not dead! Or we don't think so but uhm she kinda left you and your dad... While um your dad let's just uh say he isn't the nicest person and uh alot went down between the two of you so you don't have contact with him anymore and you now life with Finn and Kurt"

Wow okay not at all what I was expecting but I guess it's my life.... What else is wrong that I think is right I mean is anything I know anymore true? Or is it all a lie

Finn's poc

God I feel so bad for Noah right now I mean what he's went through and what he can't remember is horrible but I can't believe I'm saying this but I guess it's sort of a good thing too since he won't and can't remember what is permanently imprinted into his skin and all the shit karofsky has put him through.

Noah's pov

I fall asleep about half an hour after the gang leave and say how glad they are that I'm okay on a somewhat aspect and instantly am flooded with memories

At first I think that I'm just awake and they took me out of the hospital while I was asleep but what makes me realize it's not real life is the way I can see myself making choices in a separate body and that I'm not controlling me. I follow me to the house that I realize is my home that I grew up in, as I get closer I hear yelling but I can't quite make out the words so I move closer almost running into myself and as I get closer I can make out some of the words that are being yelled and I can tell the voices are my parents. "You are a dead beat who will never accept that you have 2 sons and no daughter like you wished but they are still you fucking kids so man up and be a father" .... "Well if you weren't such a slut we wouldn't have to deal with them in the first place!" My other self starts to go inside but no matter how loud I yell they won't listen and keep going so I follow wanting to know what's going to happen. "Have a great life without me!" I watch as my mom storms out of the house with a older boy no older then 15 years seeing as me myself looks about 9 or 10. "Don't leave mom I need you!" I start crying myself as my other self is crying as well but she just hugs him or me and says she's sorry and she will always love me and then her cars gone, the brothers gone...... She's gone

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After a few moments of darkness I find myself with a boy who is me but looks about 12 or 13 not too old but older then before. I walk with him into the same house and follow as they or me goes into the kitchen immediately starting dishes which are piled up to no end. After me has finished about half the pile I hear the door open and slam shut and angry sounding footsteps knowing this isn't about to be good. Dad comes in and doesn't smell drunk which sadly I mistaken for a good thing and just assume he had a bad work day but that's changed when he throws the boy against the wall so hard it literally dents, cracks and breaks the wall. He starts smashing things around hi-me and pounds his fist against skin. He finally gets bored since the boy on the ground is hardly able to move "if you were never born your mother would still be hear so maybe if your dead she will come back"
That's when everything goes black again, makes me wonder if I have any good memories

This time I'm on a field which im guessing is the school football field since I vaguely remember Finn mentioning football somewhere. Dude we won!!! It's all because of your amazing speed and catching Finn smiles and pats me on the shoulder. Yeah well wouldn't have happened without the amazing quarterback and his throwing skills

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"Noah..
Noah ..
Noah.
Calm down... You need to breathe don't think of it Puck just think of good things like Glee like football like true friends who are like brothers so Sam and Finn and people who are just there for you like me or even the guy who seems like a father figure to everyone also known as Mr. Shue " all I can really see is the me in a different body having what looks like a panic attack. Then Kurt's lips on mine and for some reason I'm the one who is actually feeling it

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As I jolt out of my memories and return back in the real world all I think about is my dad is an abusive asshole. Am I ever going to see Mom again. Jake (my older brother) has come back and I was an ass to him. Finn and Sam are honestly the best people I could ask for and last but not least

I am completely and totally in love with the one and only Kurt Hummel

Hey guys IM NOT DEAD!!!!

Decided not to discontinue since I had a rush and need to write but updates will be very slow most likely but hey an update is an update and