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I am not afraid to get my heart broken and I wish other people felt this way too
It's as if the people close to me desire a closeness to a certain extent
They'd like to be close to me but not too close
They're afraid that I may be the one to hurt them
If they feel this way, then they must truly have a misunderstanding about me
I suffer from abandonment trauma
In that case , I cling to close relationships
Not in an attachment and controlling way
But in a modest loving way
I'm not seeking to cause anyone pain
I'm only seeking for love and to be loved
To me that sounds very simple
But to most it is a fear too great to face
I count down to the days when I'll grow tired of trying for people who will never try for me
One day I'll stop loving so much for people who will never truly love me
Maybe that's why I'm here
To let go

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