Sorry

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I use the word sorry abnormally

I say it way too often

It's become habitual

It's opened the door for manipulation and abuse

Shame on people for blaming me when they were actually the culprit

And

Shame on me for believing in the delusion that everything bad was because of me

Because it wasn't

And I owe myself that relief

I've said sorry for too long

It doesn't mean I stop apologizing completely to the point where I fail to be accountable for my mistakes

It means I will no longer apologize for things I know that I'm not doing



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