The Healing Process

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There's side effects from the past that are hard to get rid of
I'm sorry I don't heal as quick as you want me to, but I am
If I wasn't , I wouldn't have gotten this far
I wouldn't even be giving you an explanation if I wasn't
How about you try to be more patient
How about you discover your own wounds because you need healing just as much as I do
Sure I may have more wounds than you but the fact that you also have wounds should make you a lot more compassionate
I see that you are wounded but the difference between me and you is , that I am not rushing you to get better
I know that healing takes time
I don't think you realize how tricky the mind is
It is like a spider web almost
Once you learn something about your self that is negative you have to go back to that part of your mind and replace it with love
As simple as that sounds it is the most complex thing to do
Accessing the memory to heal is easy but to get rid of all the unpleasant feelings that follow is complicated
I think you should be proud that  I'm actually aware that I'm wounded and doing something about it
It takes people a life time to realize they are traumatized
It only took me til 17
And I'm planting the seeds now and not when life has already taken it's course
Be proud of me instead of exhausted
You cannot rush a flower to bloom

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