Moon In Gemini

My Greatest Fear

Whenever I find myself beginning to love wholeheartedly , I spend time thinking of all their shortcomings

I'll keep replaying something they did or said in my mind to make sense of it all

To find a flaw

And this doesn't mean I love people any less

I just always think people have an ulterior motive when it comes to me

I feel like some people just want a piece of me , not the real me

That sounds insensitive, but who's really genuine?

I'm always waiting for the rug to be pulled from beneath my feet

I'll admit it , betrayal does scare me

Everyone thinks the paranormal, insects, snakes, or even hell is frightening

But betrayal is number one on my list

I'm hardheaded

I know the outcome of foolish people, but I still choose to believe their lies anyways

Loving people is like flipping a coin

It's rare that they don't betray me

I've landed on the "betrayal" side plenty of times and it's created a paranoia

There's a kind of damage that others can create in you that is too tragic to fix