Keep me Sane N.H.

2

Miss Addison called Sunday evening. As my therapist, she called to update me that the session would be a tad different from the normal. I had no clue what she was talking about until she said it was a group session. A group session, on a Monday? I really didn't wanted to go but I have to. My parents would gladly have the house to themselves. They enjoy avoiding my presence. They say I have it written all over me. Insanity. They make sure I have my appointments on the days they get home early, saying it's because they don't like to cancel appointments or planning last minute.

School began strangely calm today. Besides the usual name-calling, they didn't cause me any harm. That is, until the school day had ended. I went over to my locker to pull out some books and when I pulled it open, tampons and pads flowed out from it. The question was, how did they know I was on my periods?

"Do you still use pads or already tampons?" The same girl with black hair from yesterday said to me. I bit my lip and ignored her and all the stuff from in my locker. "Don't ignore me you skank!" I look at her but I don't say anything. "Do you still use pads? answer me!" she slapped my face. I still kept still. "fucking baby!" she got ahold from my hair and pulled it. A whimper coming out my mouth, "you gonna answer me?"

"Yes," I whisper.

"Why don't you use tampons, little girl?"

I didn't say anything.

"You don't know how to, huh?" she laughed evil.

"We can help you, show you," another girl with a failed ombré hair said and also laughed evil.

"No," I said pushing the one who was holding my hair back and I was going to run but a third girl, also with a failed ombré hair, stopped me. Damn it. I digged my fingernails in the palm of my hand.

What are they going to do with me?

They pulled me into the girls' restrooms, two holding me and the other, with the black hair, held a tampon in her hand.

What the fuck? Are they gonna insert it into me? They are crazy!

"Now," the black haired said opening a tampon, "You're gonna put it in or else your precious hair is getting a haircut, plus you're gonna drink toilet water but if you do it you'll just get some punches."

Just punches? Is she kidding me?

"I-i..." I stutter. I'm frightened of what's next .

"What's that? Little girl doesn't know how to?" She said as she was talking to a little girl.

"Why don't you show it, Kelly?" a girl who's holding me said laughing and they all began to laugh.

"Okay," she smirked and pulled her too short skirt up and her panties below.

Oh fuck. I close my eyes. I certainly don't want to see that.

"Hold your fucking eyes fucking open!"

"No, please don't," I beg but that didn't stop her.

"If you don't keep your eyes open I will put my used tampon in your fucking mouth!"

Omg I don't want her used tampon in my mouth, that's just gross.

"Good girl," she smirks and pulled the tampon out the package after she pulled out her old tampon. Ew blood, that's not mine. Fucking gross. "You have to put your finger like this under the tampon then you position it and just push it up your pussy and done." She shrugs with some smile on her face. They let me go and hand me a tampon. I shake because I don't know what to do, what is going to happen.

"Your turn, little girl."

Stop calling me that!

"It's the fucking tampon or it's the haircut and drinking toilet water." she puts her hands on her hips.