Sunday
"Ang mundo kasi natural na ang pagiging judgemental nito, if that world turn you into a bad one expect God to transform you into a good one. Kapag sinabi nila na- sinungaling yan, magnanakaw yan, lahat na ng paninira narinig mo it's up to you kung tatanggapin mo yun at maninirahan ka na dun pero kung naniniwala ka na may Diyos ka sa buhay mo tiyak na lahat ng judgements na naririnig mo it's nothing kasi ang importante si Lord naniniwala sayo kahit na talikuran ka pa ng mundo God will never turn His back to you. Don't let yourself be define from your past, leave it all behind. 100 times I sin but your mercy remains. Madali lang namang sabihin na Yes I Am a Christian pero ano nga ba ang tunay na meaning ng pagiging Kristiyano. Title mo ay I am a Christian but who are you, your title says I am a Christian how can you prove your title? A lot of times people may think that if you were a Christian you must be perfect but always remember Christian means Christ I am Nothing. We don't have to be perfect kasi kapag naging perfect tayo hindi na natin makikilala at kakailanganin pa si Lord. Always remeber nung brineak tayo ng mundo, trinansform naman tayo ni Lord."
The message relay to my current situation right now. Sa totoo lang I was about to turn my back because I think I am not deserving to be His son because of the past I've done pero sabi nga ni Pastora Edlyn don't let yourself be define from your past, leave it behind. Hindi na ako nakatira sa past ko at ayoko namang masira ang future ko dahil patuloy akong nananahan sa past.
"Let God to transform us to have the great testimony. Binago tayo para mabago ang iba,
"He break you to form you again into the better one, the new one and the blessed one. Meron akong kwento sainyo."
May kinuha si Pastora Edlyn na isang malinis na papel at isang marker.
"This plain white paper is just like us, we are pure, we are clean. No one appreciates us and no one cares about us, kahit na gaano tayo kalinis pero"
Nilagyan niya ng isang maliit na dot ang gitna ng papel at halatang halata ang black na dot sa white paper.
" Pero nung nagkamali ka, madaming nakapansin. You were being judged for the mistake you've done. Mas napansin nila ang pagkakamali mo at hindi ang kabutihang tinataglay mo yung linis na meron ka, but God is just like an eraser. He will then erase all the bad things you've done, all the wrong decisions you've made and all the mistakes you've done in your past and correct it in a Godly way and manner , says in Psalm 37:24 'Your mistakes do not define you'. Always remember we are not living with our past, we are being renewed and cleansed by the blood of Christ, we are allowing God to discipline and know that our mistakes doesn't define us because we are not just mistakes because God has a better plan ahead us. Changes happen by those who want to be changed and we are part of it. We are the new one and our mistakes are in past now. We are living with our present already. Living by the grace and mercy of God. Husgahan ka man ng mundo, talikuran ka man ng mundo at iwan ka man ng mundo dahil sa mga pagkakamaling nagawa mo always remember '100 times I sin his mercy remains' God isn't looking for us to be perfect but to receive His perfect love. Live your present with integrity. Flee from your mistakes in your past. You deserved to be loved and respected. Expect bigger for your future.
Let's stand up and say that I AM NO LONGER CHAINED BY MY MISTAKE. "Habang sumasabay ang pagstrum ng gitara, pagtambol ng drum at pag awit ng mga kabataan hindi ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako may iba na nakaluhod at dinadamdam ang presensiya Niya ang iba ay umaawit ng may galak at papuri ang iba ay nakataas ang kamay at pinapapurihan Siya.
~There's a power in the name of Jesus
~There's a power in the name of Jesus
~There's a power in the name of Jesus
To break every chain, break every chain, break every chain
To break every chain, break every, break every chain
"Say it I AM NO LONGER CHAINED BY MY MISTAKE. Tunay ngang kapag naglook back kami sa dating buhay namin walang wala ito nung binago mo kami Lord. Tunay ngang wala kaming magagawa kapag patuloy naming ip-please yung mundo, buti na lang Lord nilayo mo kami sa mundo. And thank you for the broken hearts, for the struggles, for the discipline dahil dito mas nakilala ka namin, mas nakita namin yung mercy at grace mo sa buhay namin. We are no longer chained by the world. We are free. At sabi mo nga po. Wala kaming dapat pangambahan dahil sagot mo kami. Tunay ngang Lord wala kami kung wala ka. Walang silbi ang buhay namin kung hindi kami maglilingkod sayo. Thank you for the calling and anointing. Thank for breaking us to transfrom us into a new one. We are nothing but we are your everything. Thank you for bringing us in light. "
~There's a power in the name of Jesus
~There's a power in the name of Jesus
~There's a power in the name of Jesus
To break every chain, break every chain, break every chain
To break every chain, break every chain, break every chain
There's an army rising up
There's an army rising up
There's an army rising up
To break every chain, break every chain, break every chain
To break every chain, break every chain, break every chain
I hear the chains falling
I hear the chains falling
Hindi ko alam kung namalikmata lang ako sa nakita ko, ate Hail was covered by light. Ang buong awra niya ay pinalilibutan ng liwanag nakakasilaw habang ang ibang mga tao ay patuloy na nagp-praise and worship kay Lord, walang nakakapansin sa kanya, sa tinataglay niya. Hindi ko alam pero bakit parang ako ang lang ang nakakapansin. Nilalapitan niya ang bawat isa at may kung anong mga linggwahe ang kanyang binibigkas kung hindi ako nagkakamali ito ay ang pags-speak in tongues ang kaloob na regalo ng Espiritu Santo at wikang makalangit.
Natapos ang service na nakalutang ang isip ko dahil sa nakita ko kay ate Hail. Her mystery doesn't give me any single clue- not until I saw those aura, hindi ko alam kung tama ang hinala ko. Sobrang naguguluhan ako sa pagkataong meron siya. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ko ito mahahanapan ng sagot at pakiramdam ko ay mababaliw ako kapag di ko nalaman.
Again, I am asking the same question.
Who are you ate Hail?

BINABASA MO ANG
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