𝘚𝘶𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘭

Epidod: 9❤️

A/N CONTAINS SELF-HARM DO NOT READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT STUFF
YOUR POV
As you finished crying you went out to find Maggie and Lori cooking what looked like dinner
"Did rick say anything about Glenn to you"Maggie said "no just that it got pretty bad"Lori said
I left because I didn't feel like listening to there argument
"Y/N COME HERE" Maggie said
I sighed and rolled my eyes and walked over to her
"Yes" i asked "take this to beth"Maggie said
I nodded and walked over to Beth's room
"Here" i say as I give her, her food does that make sense ..?
"Let's say after your done eating we go out for a walk?" I asked her
"Loris pregnant?. How could she do that"she asked with no emotion on her face face
"Well she doesn't really have a choice" I say trying to lighten the mood
"Does she think it will make a difference" she says "it's going to make a big difference" i say as I leave the room
I go out to find Carl I see him at his tent holding something I go over
"Hey Carl's what's that " I say
"You like it I found it" he says as he holds up a beautiful Jewelry box
"Have you looked inside" I asked he shakes his head
"Well open it " I say
As he opens it he holds up two beautiful necklaces

And 2 beautiful bracelets

"I'm giving this to my mom" Carl says as he holds up the sun necklaces
"Why" i asked
"Because she's my sunshine"he says
"Awe, who are you going to give the next one to" I say as I point to the moon necklaces
"You because how your eyes sparkle under the moonlight"Carl says
I blush "here let me put in on you" he says
I lift my hair up(if possible)
"There" he says as I turn around
"It's beautiful thank you Carl" I say as I hug him
"What about the bracelets" I says as he looks over at them and smiles
"One for you and me " he say as he gives me one
"Thank you Carl it means a lot" I say as I kiss him on the cheek
He blushes then you hear a scream from the house
You ran to the house you noticed it came from Beth's bathroom
"BETH OPEN THE DOOR" you scream frantically
You break the door and see Beth with her wrist slit

"I'm sorry "she says
"BETH ARE YOU OKAY" I say while crying
I ran over and hugged her
"Look at me" I say to her
"I don't want you to ever feel what I feel I need you to be alive okay" she nods
I hug her tight "let's take you to daddy" I say
She nods as I take her to my dad
I go up to my bathroom and look in the mirror as I wipe my tears

"Why is my life so hard" I say
You hear a knock on your bathroom door
"Come in" You chock out
Carl comes walking in and hugs you while you cry

"It's okay" he whispers "I could have talk her into not doing it" I say as I cry into Carl's shoulder
"It's okay she will be fine" Carl says as he holds me tight
"Cough cough" you break from the hug to see Glenn looking at you too
You look at him and he gives you sad eyes
"You okay"he asks "yea" I say as I hug him
As Glenn leaves I turn to Carl
"Well if your okay I'm going to let you rest" he say
"Um yea sure okay" you say sounding a little disappointed he could not stay
"Well I better go to bed"you say
"Yea good night y/n" Carl say
"Good night Grimes" you say as you drift to sleep
The next morning
As you woke up the next morning you noticed rick and Shane and Randall?? Were back
"Maggie why's Randall here I thought there were going to leave him"I say
You went out and saw Andrea and Shane talking you decided to go in the barn
As you got into the barn you sat at the roof
"Hey.. that's a sweet bracelet and necklace"Randall says
I just look at him without taking
"The old guy is that your dad I like him"Randall says "yea He's a good guy I can tell"
"Is your mom here to" he says you shake your head "well your lucky you still have your dad. I lost my family" Randall says
"Hey I don't know what people been saying bout me but they ain't true I swear" I just looked at him did he think I was stupid
"Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING" Carl says
I jump as I look at him he pulls out his pistol
"Did he hurt you" Carl asked
You shook your head
"Carl I'm fine I was just curious"I say
"Well Curiosity gets you killed" he says
You were taken back by his words and ran back to the house
On my way back to my house I saw Carol
"Hey wanna go for a walk" she says
I nod
As we walked "do you miss Sophia" I asked
"Yea do you miss your mom"she says "a ton" I say
We see Carl looking at Sophia grave
"She's in a better pace now" Carol say
"Yea she's in heaven" I add
"No she's not heavens just another lie and if you believe your an idiot" he says as he walks away
Carl's not acting like himself you noticed
You walked out with tears in your eyes "you should control Carl" you say to Lori as you ran to your house
You took of the necklaces and bracelet you wonder what happened to Carl
(Time skip brought to you by dale😥)
As it hit night you heard a scream come from outside you weren't to far from the Fields
Because you decided to take a walk when you noticed a walker eating dale you immediately
Ran to dale you had your knife with you so you killed the walker
"omg dale stay with me" I told him
"HELP OVER HERE" I yell as I see rick and Andrea coming
"OMG DALE" Andrea says as she lays down by dale
"Someone do something" I say
By now The Whole group was here
Carl looked at the walker and started crying and hugged Lori
"Put him out of his misery" I said
Rick was about to pull the trigger but couldn't so Daryl took the gun and said "sorry brother" as he pulled the trigger
(Tiny time skip brought to you by Carl poppa)
At the house I spot Maggie
"Are you okay"she asked
"Why do people always leave me " I say as I walk to my room

I went to my room and cried while I feel asleep
A/n thank you for reading
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