𝘚𝘶𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘭

Episode: 3

Your POV
I woke up to the sound of walkers Great! You said in your mind
I walked over to carl and Said "good morning" to Carl
I went out and saw rick and Carol was driving the white truck in
"Good morning rick" you say smiling
He smiled and said "Okay let's get the other car in we'll park 'em in the West entry of the yard"
"Good. Our vehicles camped out there look like a giant "vacancy" sign" Daryl says
"After that we need to load up these corpses so we can burn them" rick says ignoring Daryl
"Gonna be a long day" t-dog says wiping sweat
"Where's Glenn and Maggie? We could use some help" I say/ask
"Up in the guard tower" Daryl says pointing over there
"Guard tower? They were just up there last night" I say
"GLENN MAGGIE" Daryl yells
I hear the door click and see Glenn come out trying to pull his pants up
I laugh while rick covers my eyes
"You coming" Daryl asks
"What" Glenn says
"You coming.... come on we can use a hand" Daryl repeats
" yeah. We'll be right down" Glenn says
Rick takes his hand off my eyes and we walk away
I walk over to Lori who was inside and I smile
"How's the baby" I ask
" fine it coming very soon" she says while rubbing her belly
She jumped
"What's wrong" I ask worried
" it kicked wanna feel" she says I nodded
I put my hand on her belly and it kicked i smiled

"Wow" was all I said "yea" she said
"So you and Carl" Lori smiles
"Oh no we're just friends" I say
"Mm" she said
You laughed you saw Lori necklace and remembered back to the day Carl gave them to me
" your his sunshine" I say to Lori
"His what" she asked
"The necklace I was there he said you were his sunshine" I say
She smiles
" he really is a sweet boy" she says
" he really is" I say while I smile 
Carol comes over to us
"We found some crutches" she says
I take the crutches and me and Lori start walking to my daddy
I see Carl and he smiles
" alright just take your time" Lori say to my dad
"Daddy don't push yourself" I say
" what else am I going to do I can't stand looking at the bottom of that bunk anymore" he says as he was about to fall
"Whoa" I say as I help him
"You know I think I'm pretty steady" he say
" that's a good start want to take a rest" Lori says
"Rest ? Let's go for a little stroll" my dads says
We start walking out the door to go outside with Max's by my side
When Glenn started cheering
"Alright Hershel" Glenn cheers
"Ready to race Hershel" Carl says
"Give me another day I'll take you on" my dad says
Carl chuckles
We look and just enjoy the moment we have then I look over and see walkers
"Walkers" I yell and take my pistol out
I start shooting walkers left and right
I get in-front of my dad and Beth
"Take my dad out of here" I yell to Beth
I look over at an open door
"Lori over here" I yell
Carl, max  and Lori come running over here
Lori closes the gate
We run as we were about to go to the cells I saw more walkers
"This way" I say
I lead Carl, max and Lori out of the cells
We start running
"Come I know a place" I say
We start walking when Lori yells
"Can you keep up" I say
"Something not right" she says
"Are you bit" Carl asks worried
"No no no I think the baby's coming" she says
" Mom?"Carl asks before walkers come
"No there's no time turn back" Lori yells
I almost drag Lori to a room and lock are self in there
"In here" i say
I look at Lori I had no doctor experience
"What are those alarms" she says
"Don't worry about it" I say
"What if it attracts them" Carl asks
I ignore him and went to Lori
"Lori let's lay you down" I say
"No the baby's coming now" she say
"We have to get back to are cell block and have Hershel help" Carl says
"We can't risk getting caught out there your going to need to have this baby here" I tell her
"Great" she says
"What is she doing can't she breathe" Carl says
"She's fine come here let's get your pants off " I say as I take her pants off
"Okay" she says
I look at Carl and say " you're going to need to help deliver your brother or sister. You up for it" I ask him
He nods
"I'll do an exam let me see if your dilated" I say
"Okay" she says
"Do you know how" Carl asks
"Dad taught me but trust me this is my first time.... I can't tell" I say
"I gotta push" she says
"Okay" I say
She starts pushing and she yells "somebody" I run over and grab her hand
"I'm okay. I'm okay"
"Okay you're doing great Lori just keep doing it"  i say
"Your body knows what to do let it do all the work..... Lori stop don't push" i say
She screams I look at my hands and see blood
I lay Lori down
"Mom . Keep your eyes open" Carl says
" we have to get you to my dads" I say
"I'm not gonna make it" she says
" Lori with all this blood I don't think your fully dilated yet no amount of. Pushing going to help" I panic
" I know what it means and I'm not losing my baby you've got to cut me open " she says
"No I can't" I cry
"You don't have a choice" she say
"I'll go for help" Carl says
"No" she yells
"Carols the one that practiced that" i say
"Dad only taught me the steps if I" i was cut off by Lori
" please" she says
"I have no anesthetic no equipment" I say
"Carl has a knife" she says
I look over at Carl then at Lori
"You won't survive" I say crying now
"My baby has to survive please my baby for all of us please y/n please...... please" she says
' you see my old c-section scar" she says I nod
" I can't" I say
" you can you have to" she says
She turns to look at Carl
' Carl baby I don't want you to be scared OK this is what I want this is right now you you take care of your daddy for me all right and your  new little brother or sister you take care" Lori says
" you don't have to do this" Carl cries
" you're going to be fine you are going to beat this world I know you will you are smart and  you are strong and you are so brave and I love you so to do what's right baby you promised me you always do what's right it's so easy to do the wrong thing in this world so don't so if it feels wrong don't do it all right if you feel easy don't do it don't let the world spoil you you're so good you're my sweet boy you're the best thing I ever did and I love you, I love you your my sweet sweet boy , I love you Okay Okay, y/n I'm so glad I met you your right for my Carl if you guys ever get to together just know I already see you as a daughter please promise me you'll take care of my son and I love you come here" she says
I walk over she takes off he necklace and gave it to me
"I give this to you because your my sunshine in a stormy day" She's say
I nod and give her a hug
"Y/n when this is over you're gonna have to " I cut her off
"Shh"
" you have to do it, it can't be rick alright it's alright" she say
Carl hands me the knife
"Goodnight loves" loris says

I look over with tears in my eyes

" I'm sorry Lori" then I cut her
She screams

"What are you doing to her" Carl yells
Then silence happens and I knew Lori died
"Carl give me your hand Carl please you should keep this site clean, okay, I cut too deep I'm going to cut the baby" I say
I take the baby's out and noticed it wasn't breathing I tap it
It started crying I let out a breath of relief Carl takes his sweater off and hands it to me
"Carl... we have to go Come on" I say
"We can't leave her she'll turn" he says
I look at him and he pulls out his gun
"Carl..." I say
"She's my mom" he says I nod
I walk to the door I opened it when I heard a gun shot
I was going to hug Carl but he walked right past me
He turned cold was what I thought in, my head
We make it outside I look at Maggie and Glenn with crying eyes
They walk over to hug me I just cry in there arms with the baby in my arms
"Where Where is she Where is she" rick cries
He was going to go
"No rick no" I say
Rick starts sobbing
I cry louder into Glenn's chest
Rick falls on the floor then .............

A/n: well that was one sad chapter that I cried I love Lori so much 😭❤️
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