That smile tears me down from a million stories
high as it tries to suffocate everything I have ever
earned and shuts down this weak part of me I can
no longer fix. For my silver spoon of a life is
nothing I deserve anymore because the thing I
truly desire is the girl who is doing fine in
this life of hers. I walk around with such
suffering in my heart and it's only a matter
of time before the last string breaks. The
nights are longer and the days seem to
last for 60 more days because I long
for the girl I left yesterday not the
one I will leave tomorrow
because I remain alone today
sitting in sorrow.
