When I look in the mirror
I don't see a girl
Yes I smile
And I smile because i'm okay
Right now I am actually okay
But seeing my pale face
And my tired eyes
I see nothing but a survivor
And I guess you can say that it's sad
But I think i'm free
Because in the past
My depression hurt so bad
I could no longer breathe
And I lost my need for sleep
But it's okay now
Even if I still stay up till 3 am
It's not like I have suicidal thoughts again
And I am so very thankful for that
Because now I can actually say i'm okay
And i've been feeling tis way for
Maybe a week
