Save Me From Myself - Zanvis (ON HOLD)

Eighteen

"What do you want to do today?" Travis asks when both males were awake. The two of them were still in bed but have been talking for nearly an hour.

"I don't know," Zane whispers back. He began to play with Travis' fingers, needed to distract his hands before they find themselves upon his tan chest. He must've taken off his shirt sometimes in the night.

"We should probably go get breakfast," Zane whispers after a few moments of silence. Travis shrugs before getting off of the bed. Both males trudge downstairs, ready to eat whatever they can find.

The day passes rather quickly and Travis decides its time for him to leave. As much as he didn't want to go, he knew he should. He didn't want to get into more trouble with his parents than he already was in.

Zane's mind didn't leave Travis for the rest of the day. There is something about him that is just... so... special. Zane has never felt this strongly about anyone else. It was new and foreign. He wasn't sure if he liked it or not.

"Garroth!" Zane yelled from his bedroom. He needed his older brothers advice.

When Garroth entered the room, he had a worried look on his face. Zane never asked him for anything.

"I think I love Travis," Zane states. He didn't really know what love was but he bets this is the closest he'll get to it.

"Oh. Well. Good luck." Garroth looked upset.

"I know you don't like him. I just need you right now," Zane whispers, feeling like he was about to cry. Garroth let out a sigh before pulling his brother into a hug. Zane, for once, didn't struggle.

After a minute, Zane sniffled and pulled himself closer to his brother. He didn't want to be in love. It was too much drama and he was afraid of the heartbreak.

This isn't what he wanted.

A/N

1K?!?! WHAT?!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Also... I think I might put this on hold? Maybe? I don't know?