Lost Cause

When you see my friends

************LOUIS POV*********

"Louis it's okay baby don't worry" Eleanors voice was soft and soothing

"It's not okay this is all my fault Eleanor, I knew what the signs would be of Megan feeling this way, I should know better than anyone"

"Louis look at me, no one could have noticed how she was feeling, she hid everything so well by closing the door on everyone"

"I sould have saved her Eleanor, and now, now she's been sectioned" the words hurt as they came out like they were forbiddon and should never be spoken

"This is not YOU'RE fault Lou, you have to stop blaming yourself for things because look at what happens" she lightly held my wrist and rolled the bracelets down revealing a few small cuts made yesterday night

"I love you Louis Tomlinson never forget that" 

"I love you to" 

*************************MEGANS POV**************************

I'm not even sure what time it was 5 or 6 in the morning, I reached my hand out and felt about on my desk for my phone and headphones, the only thing that kept me sane in this place was being aloud our phones 

I went onto my music and pressed shuffle- Mayday Parade When You See My Friends/Acousic version

I'm burnt out like a bright light

I wasn't ready for this 

You're adorable as hell but I'm glancing at you're wrist

So please have faith I can be some cavalier 

And when they start to ask questions I'll make sure to be clear

When you see my friends tell 'em hi from me 

Tell them what you think about the way you handled everything 

You turned and all you left me with was this broken key

So tell me what you think

And give it up for the long nights and all those terrible fights 

were you honest with yourself, every version of yourself?

did you get lost on the side of the road?

if you keep acting this way I swear I'll never come home

When you see my friends tell 'em hi for me 

tell 'em what you think about the way you handled everything 

we walk alone on this broken road for eternity

so give me company and help me sing this lonley melody

you turned and all you left me with was this broken key 

so tell me what you think

Sign me up, no regrets, make a man out of me

and I won't say a word and I'll give all the things that you want and I need 

just to give me some peace

at the bottom of the ocean theres a place for you and me 

lead the way striaght adhed

you gave me the time of my life and it cut like a knife to the bone