*******MEGANS POV******
We were sat at the table everyone was enjoying their meal but not me, why would I
Would you knowing that the calories are going straight onto your stomach? Nope didn't think so anyway I don't need to be any fatter than I already am, Liam snapped me out of my daydream
"Megan eat" he whispered quitley to me
"No"
"Please may I go upstairs I would like an early night it has been a long day" Me sleep no never going to happen but I need to get away from the table everyone's eyes on me
"Yeah sure sweetheart" Caitlin spoke before Liam had the chance to protest
As I stood up to leave Liam grabbed my hand and said "I WILL be up in a minute" can he not just drop it for today at least? No okay
Sure enough Liam came up and sat oppisite me on the bed
"Megan Tomlinson tell me what is happening now" the whole full name pulling rank thing never ever worked on me
"Trying to pull rank are we"
"No I am trying to help you"
"Why I'm not worth it"
"You are, please just let me in"
"You don't want me to let you in trust me Liam somethings are better kept hidden"
"Hidden like the cuts and scars that cover you skin, the fact you might aswell be a walking skelenton because all you can see is your bones, hidden like the anger you feel so you take it out on walls, the fact you are addicted to smoking and drinking" his words stung but were true
"Yes Liam everything about me is hidden"
"You've buildt you're walls so high that no one can climb it but I'm gonna try it" favourite song right there 'Beneath your beautiful - Labrinth & Emeli Sandé'
"Hm that's my favourite song you know"
"Yeah I remember Louis telling me"
hang on a minute just back up this truck a minute my DAD has payed the slightest bit of intrest in me?
"What"
"Well we were in the car and it came on the radio he let out a little laugh and said this was your favourite song, that you were forever playing it and singing it and that you have a really great voice"
"Favourite song yes, good singer no"
"You are Megan we have all heard you before" wait what
"When,oh right that stupid choir I had to do" well I didn't have to do it but it was one of them once you start you can't get out, bit like the mafia but for school children
"Yea and do you know something Megan?"
"Well I know lots of somethings"
"That you are really good at changing the suject but it's not going to work with me" ah great my little trick hasn't worked, he grabbed my hands in his
"You're to broken for someone so young, Megan please let me in let me help you"
"I don't need you or anyone else I need to help myself, why rely on others Liam when all they will do is let you down and hurt you" I could feel the tears glazing over my eyes, it looks like 10 years of not crying is finally coming out now, all abord open the flood gates
"I will never let you down or hurt you but you need to tust me"
"I can't trust anyone not even myself"
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