*Dreaming*
I stood at the end of an alley, darkness engulfinging me before the most blood curldling sound shock my body
I ran down the alley to see a girl held up against a wall by someone with a drawn knife
Maddie.
"GET OFF HER" The fear raged through me
"Megan go" her words came out choked
"Maddie no" the man turned to look at me
"Go cunt or I wil drive this into her" I can't go no I will not go
"No" everything happened in a flash the knife was driven into her stomach and the man feldt
I ran next to maddie and pulled out my phone to call an ambulance
"This was all your fault"
"Mads no"
"You shhould have gone"
"And leave you to get stabbed"
"I died because of you Megan and I hope you die by your own hand alone and miserable" she closed her eyes and I screamed I wonder if thats what she thought that this was because of me
*Out of dream*
My eyes bolted open
I killed her I killed my best friend
I flung my head into my hands and covered the sobs
In my mind there was that little voice 'One cut Megan and it will be better'
I quickly but quitley got out of bed and lifted the matress up
Still there an envolope with my blades in
I went to the main bathroom I didn't want to risk waking Matt up by using mine
I sat on the edge of the bath and pulled a blade out
As I dragged it across my skin the blood began to fall quickly
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I woke up to the sound of my shower and a stinging on my arms
The dream
I brushed all the thoughts away and pulled my sleeve back a little
No wonder I don't remeber cutting I had made a mess of my arms
I pushed my sleeves back down just in time for Matt to walk out of my bathroom only a towel around his waist
I scanned his chest and stomach. fuck.
He was perfectly toned but I frowned a little when I saw all the white lines lacing his skin
"Hey sleepy head" he hadn't realised he had been looking at me the whole time
"Hey"
"Watcha looking it at?"
"You silly" I smiled at him perfect him
"Take a picture it'll last longer" he pulled a silly pose
I reached for my phone and took a picture we both laughed
Once he was changed I got up and went and pulled out an outfit
Jeans and my 'Smiling gives you wrinkles but bitchy resting face keeps you pretty' jumper
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Lost Cause
FanfictionHow do you kill the demon inside of you without killing yourself? *.*.*.*.*.*.*.* As a child I faded to the back of my world famous family. As a teenager I caused all the arguments and fights. But they didn't see I was fighting with myself and not...
