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*Richie* 

I was going to prom, I was only going because I secretly wanted to see Eddie. I know what i said was harsh, but iv'e been thinking. Iv'e been eating ice cream for so long, that i wan't some right now. I see Eddie walk though the door with Bev and Mike. Stanley and Bill are sitting next to me talking abut some stupid rocks and birds. I listen to music and watch him. He has a black tuxedo, his hair is combed and his skin looks shiny and new. I sit there and we lock eyes. I want to smile but i can't so i just look down and hope he forgets about it. I really feel bad. Ugh why cant i just forget about Eddie. Jay is sitting in the corner. Eddie sits across the room and doesn't look at him once. Ughh, i need some ice cream to distract from this all. Why does Eddie make everything look so easy but seem hard? Hes complicated that's why i like him. I walk over to the table and get some ice cream. no one was going to stop me anyways, and its free. I get the biggest cup that i can find, actually for water, and stuff it with icecream. I plan on taking some to keep later too.


Im not gonna keep on talking about my icecream addiction. Thats pretty boring. I move to the other corner and Bill and Stanley are still taking and laughing. I eat my icecream in silence. Eddie is staring at me i know it. I cant help it, I look at him and smile.  He smiles too. He does a smirk, but not a sly one, a sweet one. '' OK EVERYONE ITS TIME FOR A SLOW DANCE!'' Bev goes with mike because she doesn't have a date, Bill is with stan and everyone is on the floor with a friend or boyfriend/girlfriend. Or maybe a crush.. I look at Eddie. I walk over next to him and sit. ''Hey'' i say in the quietest voice I can muster. ''Hey'' he says back with a small wave.

 ''I'm sorry, for throwing your chocolate and I never men't it when i said I never liked you..'' I say. ''I just, I really thought if I was mad enough you would just, I don't know.. Im sorry.. I ignore everyone and i ignore you. I'm selfish, and I'm sorry. '' I say looking down. My mind is telling me not to cry, but sometimes your heart takes control. I rock back and forth slowly on my chair and sniff and look down. I take off my glasses to clean them. I stand up. ''ive been nothing but a pain, ill take my ice cream and go.'' I mumble. Eddie throws him self into my arms almost sending me backwards. I hug him tightly. I can feel His tears seep into my tuxedo.   

 I dont care, I just want him to know i'm sorry. ''Stay, please'' He says quietly. I wipe his face. ''I will.'' I whisper. 'Do you wanna dance..'' I ask. He smiles and nods. I hold his hand and we walk to were everyone is dancing. ''Iv'e been a real dinger to you, I'm sorry'' He says looking in my eyes. Tears are tracing the sides of them and some are on his chin. ''I'm sorry too, If i had just been a little more like Jay I guess this wouldn't happen.'' I say. ''Oh richie.. Dont say that. When I dance with jay, when i held his hands It felt empty. Like no one was there. With you I feel like the missing part of me is there.'' He says I hug him and were still awkwardly dancing. Eddies legs move gracefully but mines just follow. 

The dancing and fun is over. We go to my house for some games and an afterparty. I sit next to Eddie and we all huddle in a circle. Ok guys what will it be, 7 minutes in heaven, spin the bottle or truth or dare. We agree on that its just a game and were all friends. Stanley and Eddie make sure they are cool and we choose 7 minutes in heaven.  Eddie spins the bottle, It lands on Mike, They walk into the coat closet and we put seven minutes on the clock and I spin while we wait. I land on Eddie and he walks out. ''Eddie I got you'' I say. his face seems to light up. ''oh, cool, cool.'' Bill and Stanley wink at me. We walk into the closet. I'm confused as to what to do. I put my hands on the side of his face, But then move to his hips. i kiss him and our lips move in perfects sync. I'm so busy I don't notice that its been going on for fifteen minutes. The door swings open and were still kissing. ''C'mon lovebirds Other people need to go its been more than half of what you need.'' says Mike laughing. We scrable away from eachother laughing, and sit down.

The night ends but Eddie wants to stay. We stay up reading comics Eddie puts down his and climbs onto my bed and Wraps his arms around me and reads along with me. We both read until we get bored. My parents are getting back tomorrow. He pushes me down and i laugh, we roughhouse until I end up on top of him. Later I don't feel tired but Eddie Really isn't. He stays up reading comics more. I close my eyes but don't fall asleep. ''Richie are you asleep?'' He asks. I'm too tired to answer. ''I guess so'' he whispered. "He puts down the book and I can tell hes looking at me. "Ya know Richie.. I think I'm in love with you. I just cant ever seem to tell you, but it makes me feel better to talk about it to you even though you cant hear me." He pulls off me glasses while saying. He kisses me on my mouth out of nowere. I open my eyes "love you too Eddie-spaghetti" i say. "WHAT? I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING, I UHH, UGHH..." He says while I'm laughing.

He lightly punches me in the arm. "Forget about it" he mumbles. I laugh. After a while his arm is on my waist and were not asleep but were just staring at the ceiling. He starts humming vanilla twilight. I quietly sing the lyrics. "As many times as I blink ill think of you" i sing softly. Who woulda' thought Richie can actually song'' says eddie. "Heh yeah" i say and  pull him in closer and we fall asleep.




OMG SUCH A LONG CHAPTER I HOPE ENJOYED, MY LOVELIES!!!
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