Schizophrenia (edited)

Father

'Annyeong aduel 🙂', Mr Kwon suddenly brushes into hanbin's studio, 'Oh appa? When did you arrive? Why didn't you call me, I would've gone and fetch you guys', and the conversation starts...
Mr Kwon: Its okayy we didn't want to burden you son~ I know you're having a tough time rn huh? Abt the comeback and everything~
Hanbin: Did jiwon hyung tell you...or ?
Mr Kwon: Mhm aniyo aniyo~ jennie tells me that you didn't get enough sleep these days with school and recording stuffs.
Hanbin: Oh I thought hyung told you~
*he looks vacuous* as always jennie is the only one who understands 😕~
Mr Kwon: Told me what ? Is there anything im supposed to know ?
Hanbin: Nothing father... really~
Mr Kwon: You know son, as the ceo of a company, I have to lead people too. Nether less, I have to take care of them too. You can't push them so much ya know?
Hanbin: I know father. But I've work so hard to complete this. Not only me but raesung, seung hyung and jaewon hyung help too. Don't you think we need to pay them back for their hard work producing songs for us ? We didn't slept at nights just to finish arranging and producing the songs early so that iKON could have an early comeback. Jinhwan hyung missed his big exam last year because of our late tour due to our late comeback, and now he have to repeat the whole year again. I don't want the same thing to happen to Yoyo hyung and jiwon hyung~ and I don't want jinan hyung to keep repeating school.
Mr Kwon: I understand son. I know you just want the best for your team. Remember son, if anything happens it's not your fault~ maybe it's fated to be that way~ if people are not recognising your works , maybe it's not your sustenance yet~ Anything happens me and your mother would always be proud of you son. Your uncle tablo must've been proud of you too~
Hanbin: Okayy dad🙂

After dropping of his father at their home hanbin went back to iKON's house. He couldn't sleep at their home since he have to go to school tomorrow.  After iKON's driver drop him of in front of their house, 'Thanks hyung', was the only word that reaches his mind. Without waiting from the respond hanbin closes the door and left. He walk slowly while thinking of what his father said to him just now. Hanbin is the type of guy who would always think what would people say abt him, abt his group, abt his work. He has gotten so many hates even before his debut. One time where he couldn't forget what the netizens talk abt iKON was when they say, 'iKON is all abt double b -, iKON is nothing without B.I and Bobby -, Double B has over shadowed the rest of iKON members!', the saying makes him and his cousin grew distance since they dont want netizen to think that way, and now they kept fighting each other.His anxiety grew as the years passes by, he would even have anxiety when he hang out with the members. 'Do they hate me? Am i too harsh? I have no one to relay on😞 Should I just quit being an iKON member and just start being a composer instead? Arghhhh mbolla😩', just at the right moment when jaewon saw hanbin communicates with the moon alone. 'Yah~ Have you gone mad? Why are you talking to the moon? Can the moon actually answer you? No wonder people call you a genius~', jaewon teases hanbin as he could read hanbin facial expressions. Hanbin just kept silence for the moment. 'Aigoo, nae dongsaeng~ you shouldn't be having any -ve thoughts rn~ Since you are the leader of the group you should have stronger mentality than the others~ What has gotten into you these days hanbin-ah?You have an appointment with your psychiatrist tomorrow right ? Want me to accompany you?', again hanbin kept silence for a moment before he starts talking, ' Aniyo~.....yah~ look at the time we need to go to school tomorrow, lets go now', jaewon sighs in disbelief-, knowing hanbin had been delaying his appointment 3 times already. 'Hanbin-ah~ you shouldn't delay it anymore, just go and see your psychiatrist okayy?😕'. 'Don't worry abt me hyung, see you tomorrow ya?~'.