Schizophrenia (edited)

Untittled

It's past 9p.m.
Hanbin's pov.
'I can see you're still sick hanbin-ah~', hoel that voice again, what in the world is wrong with me? My thoughts were talking with me. I remembered clearly I took my medicine this morning....or unless, 'Hanbin-ah~ stop burdening others~ get your ass up and start composing! Start practicing!', gosh really, this voice that belongs to no one is starting to scare me more and more. 'I didn't asked to get sick!', i tried to communicate with the voice, 'oh dear~ you didn't? Stupid boy! You being sick just going to delay iKON's comeback!', Ahh shiii-, i nearly cursed in between my breath. I started sweating cold sweat. Trust me my body temperature wasn't even high and my room isn't even cold. What am I sweating? 'Hanbin-ah~ hanbin-ah~ the netizen hates you~ bobby doesn't care abt you anymore~ your parents? no sign of them~ just leave everything here and come with me~ i'll bring you to see uncle tablo~', I can't think straight. At times like this, I really need my uncle. 'Odiya( where are you )?! I'll follow you if you show yourself!', what am i saying? Is this right? All of my thoughts were being added on together.
'Hanbin! Hanbin-ah! Gwenchana?', I heard someone calling me, but I can't respond. Somehow, I was answering but my voice didn't came out. 'Hyung! Naya hyung! Donghyuk!', there's another one. I tried to walk to the door with all my energy. 'Why aren't you answering hyung?', June? Why's he here? As soon as i opened the door, bamp! I fell. 'Yah! Hanbin! Waegerae! June hurry call jaeho hyung (manager) tell him Hanbin collapsed!',I collapsed? Then why can I still hear him?

In hanbin's room.(nobody's pov)
Jiwon: Yah! Shouldn't we bring him to the hosp?
Donghyuk: Well jaeho hyung just told us to wait~ he said Hanbin doesn't want to go to the hosp at any course.
*june was looking around at hanbin's room and suddenly calls someone*
Donghyuk: Who are you calling?
*june shows the quite sign to donghyuk*
June: Yobsaeyoe? Hyung! Naya hyung!
Jaewon:Oh june-ya~
*donghyuk and Jiwon exchange looks*
June: Listen, hanbin hyung collapsed-
*he didn't even get to finish his s sentence*
Jaewon: Yah! When?!Where?!Is he okayy? Do you want me to come?
June: Relax hyung. He's still breathing~ Let me finish first.
Jaewon: speak~
June: Do you know anything abt hanbin hyung?
Jaewon: Abt what? Well most of the things, yes. Everything, nope.
June: You see, hanbin hyung has been acting strange this days, i saw heard him once talking to jennie noona something then she cried.
*Jiwon suddenly interrupts*
Jiwon:Onjae? (When)
Jaewon: Oh bobby is there too?
Donghyuk: yah yah put him on speaker.
*june turns on the speaker so that all of them can hear jaewon*
June: Let me continue, it was when he gave us break during our practice but he didn't went to the cafeteria with us.
Donghyuk: Ahhh yes you went up earlier than us~
Jiwon: Continue!
*jiwon suddenly acts all grumpy*
June: And I heard jennies ask him, 'does your members know?'. I tried to aks but hanbin hyung just ask jennie to go back to her practice room without explaining anything.
Jaewon: What does that have to do anything with me?
June: Well if my guessing is right, if jennie knows than -, there's a big possibility that you might know as well.
*Hyung mianhae hanbin-ah~, Jaewon apologising to hanbin in his heart*
Jaewon: Before things get worse, I think it's time for all of you to know.
Jiwon: And what is that exactly ?
*the tension is building up inside of jiwon*
Jaewon: Calm down bobby. Hanbin makes me keep this secret from everyone, but i guess it's better for you guys to know. After his uncle's death hanbin had been experiencing insomnia, he couldn't sleep during the night that's why he decided to work during the night and fall asleep when he is really tired. Well, I bring him to see my psychiatrist once, because I had an appointment. So I told my psychiatrist abt him and my doctor started to examine him. As a result he told us that hanbin got a depression.
Jiwon: Can see that coming~
Jaewon: Well at first it was just a presistent depression so the doctor asked him to come and see him every month since he is busy. But the thing is, this dude keeps on pushing his appointment to another date, so when he finally showed up at the clinic, the doctor said his depression has gotten worse. Now he has a major depressive disorder. It's very rare for a man to get this you know~ He's been taking medicines but I guess he's delaying that as well huh?
Donghyuk: And what does that medicine suppose to do ?
Jaewon: It helps him to control his mind so that he doesn't hallucinates and to give him energy.
June: Oh he has plenty of energy you, you bet it~
*Jiwon keeps being silents, he doesn't know how to respond*
Jaewon: That's why I told you to take it easy on him jiwon-ah~ You promise his uncle to take care of him right? What happen jiwon? I'm not the type to go and fight people you see, but if anything happens to him, I bet uncle tablo will be very disappointed in you.
*june and donghyuk both turns towards jiwon to look at his reactions-, empty. Jiwon was lost in thoughts*
June: Thanks hyung~ I'll call you back when hanbin wakes up.
*ends the call*

Suddenly jinhwan, yunhyeong and chanu brags in, 'Did you guys know abt this?', jiwon questions them without looking at them.'Know abt what?',they were shocked, 'Oh don't act like you didn't know abt his mental illness!', everyone was shocked with jiwon's sudden anger. 'Aih hyung, calm down. Jaewon hyung said he didn't tell anyone~', donghyuk tried to calm him down. 'Well how do you explain abt jennie?!', he shouts again. 'Aih hyung, waegeraee? I told you she was with hanbin hyung~ Get a grip will ya?!', June pulls jiwon's arm, forcing him to calm down. 'Know abt what june?', jinhwan suddenly pulls a straight face and was eager to know what are they talking abt.