Schizophrenia (edited)

Secrets

"Baby nachochuigo chorommannajo geman senggakhae moga geri oryowoe~", a familiar ringtone was ringing on his phone all morning. I bet it's the 20th time she tried to call him, an yet still no answers.

'Hanbin-ah~ Jebal~ Don't make me worry~ Please pick up your phone~'.

Suddenly her phone vibrates , Message from Binnie 🐒 -, she feels relieved. Well at least there's a news from him. 'Don't worry, im fine ninnie~ I just need to be alone~', hanbin seems to be distancing himself, even with jennie and jaewon. Weird. Jennie knows hanbin so well, when he says he needed to be by himself-, 60% of it was his mind speaking for his sake, another 40% he kept shut. Deep down in his heart. He needed someone, well at least just to comfort him. You see, there's not much of difference between hanbin and jennie when it comes to having problems and wants someone to comfort them. That's why it's so easy to tell -, even from his text. 'It should've been, I need you ninnie. Please come. Rather than asking me to stay away~', jennie replied to hanbin's text. Her worries grew as jisoo told her what happened to hanbin the night he came back from his appointment.

Hanbin didn't bother to see who texted him, he was feeling too unconscious. He looked at the time in his phone, it's already 10 a.m and it's Saturday. 'Shoot im late for the practice~', despite him being unconscious, hanbin woke up from his bed and gets ready to go to the studio. Unfortunately, he didn't ate his medicine. Since he didn't ate anything for breakfast, he forgets ant his medicine as well.

At the studio.
'Sorry I'm late', hanbin bows to his teammates. 'Lets move on... shall we ?', the members eyes were locked at him. 'I said im sorry alright', hanbin kept his pace as low as possible today.

Jiwon: Well sometimes 'sorry' is just not enough~
June: Khemanhaee~ Hanbin hyung let's start.

*hanbin shows them the steps for their choreography -, Donghyuk learn it...fast, as usual. Meanwhile the others were struggling to perfect the details of their dance steps*

Hanbin: You guys should take a break~

*everyone went out to the cafe to grab a snack,

June: Hyung? Aren't you coming?
Hanbin: Yeah yeah, you guys go ahead~

Blackpink walked passes iKON members at the cafe. While Jennie was busy with her food, Rose spotted something missing.....,more like someone. 'Where's hanbin oppa? Shouldn't he be with you guys?', june answers with his mouth full, 'He said he had some stuff to take care of, so he'll be here later', without a second thought, jennie took her her snacks and wanted to leave for hanbin. 'Oddie gga unnie?', lisa pulled jennie's hand to stop her from leaving. 'Bet she's gonna stick with her guy, rather than you guys', jiwon smirks, 'Jiwon-ah khemanhaee~', jisoo tried too tell him off, because jennie doesn't seem so happy with his words. Jennie didn't even bother to reply and just leave her sit. *she rolls her eyes*

Meanwhile at the studio;
Hanbin slides his body down onto the mirror. He gasps hardly. His heart beats like crazy. What's this feeling? Why am I so weak?. He tried to stand up-, but he ends up falling. Ahh I didn't ate my medicine yet...hanbin thought it's an effect because he delayed eating his medicine. Hanbin hearing things running around the studio. 'Kimbab is that you?', He stopped to think for a sec, Ahh why would he be here... he's still mad at me anyway...he starts shaking his head.

On the way to the iKON's studio, Is everything fine with him? Why isn't he at the cafeteria? Jennie started being suspicious by herself. "Tingg Level 3", she steps out from the elevator and went straight to the left where she should probably find iKON's studio with 40 seconds walk. As she enters the studio, she saw hanbin shivering at the corner of the room while hugging his knees.'Ha..han..hanbin-ah?Gwen...gwenchana?', hanbin looks like he really needed her help but she alone was scared seeing him like that. She stood still for a few seconds, until finally she took the courage to go nearer to hanbin. 'Ninnie... I didn't mean to bring iKON down... I... I didn't mean to make them thing that iKON is all abt me and bobby hyung... I didn't mean to let them thing that we're gay...I...', before he even could finished his sentence, jennie cut his words, 'Enough kim hanbin! Jongshincharibayoee! (Get back to your sense) Please~😢', Jennie drops a tear and two. She just couldn't bear seeing her beloved one in fear like this. 'It's whispering again ninnie... get it away from me!', hanbin was producing cold sweats as he was so scared. 'There's nothing here kim hanbin! Please~ get your mind straight!', hanbin points at his bag pack-, jennie took it and saw a bottle of medicine. She took it out and showed at hanbin, 'One...tablet', she takes out a tablet and gives him a bottle of mineral water that she bought earlier. Gulp gulp.. arghh~. Hanbin inhale and exhale a few times before he finally back to his sense.

Hanbin: Khamsahamnida jennie ah~
*Jennie was still reading the notes that were written on the medicine bottle, she seems disbelieve with what she's reading*
Jennie: Kim Hanbin! I need an explanation!
*jennie wipes away her tears and stares at hanbin furiously*
Hanbin: Im sorry~ I didn't want to worry you ninnie~
Jennie: Don't ninnie me! What do you take me for ?! It's not like this is a small thing! What is something like this happens again?!
*her tears started to fall again*
Hanbin: Don't cry sweety~ Im fine~ I'll heal~
*hanbin pats her head*
Jennie: Does your members know abt this?
*It seems so cliche, when june suddenly walks in the studio and interrupts their conversation*
June: About what ? What should we know? Hey why are you crying?
*jennie then realize her tears did dry up yet, she wipes away her tears with her hands*
Hanbin: Nothing.
*Jennie turns at hanbin's side and looked confused*
Hanbin: Go back to your practice room jennie~ I bet your members are waiting for you. See you later ya?
Jennie: I leave the foods here, eat okayy!
June: Yah yah! What did I miss?
*then the members started to enter the studio one by one*
Jinhwan: Stop shouting idiot! -, hanbin are we good to continue now?
*hanbin changes his stares at bobby, he felt sorry for them*
Hanbin: Yeah, whenever you're ready~

They practiced till dawn.