It's not a phase, just depression

You

You and only you,
that's all I can think about.
You and only you,
Who makes me fear myself.
You and only you...
that's so sad.
I should hate you.
I thought I did.
But really, why am I this stupid?
All you do is just making me cry.
All you do is just make me suffer.
All you ever have done is hurt me.
You use me...
Then you say you're sorry.
I forgive you.
You use me again.
You say you're sorry, it's the last time,
and then when I try to say goodbye.
You'll make it look like I'm the bad guy.
How is it me?
Did I hurt myself?
No!
You were the one who started this mess.
You and only you.