It's not a phase, just depression

Again 💧

Again it's you who doesn't let me smile. Again it's you who makes me cry. Again and again, you make me hurt. You watch me suffer and bleed a bit too.

Again I lose my breath. Again the same old butterflies try to break out from my ribcage. Again I cover my skin. Again and again, I'm hiding. 

Again night turns to day. Again I'm afraid of you. Again I try to hide everything from you. Again and again, I feel this way.

Again the day starts in tears. Again I see you smirk. Again it's you who's breaking me. Again and again, I feel the butterflies fighting in me. 

Again I collapse. Again I hear you yell. Again I hear you threatening me. Again and again, I feel droplets of red trickling down my body. 

Again I can't sleep. Again I overthink. Again the butterflies brake my bones. Again and again, the butterflies venom is killing me.

Again it's you. Again it's fucking you who broke me. Again I see you happy about your win. Again and again, I suffer because of you.