It's not a phase, just depression

Am I?

Am I a mistake?
I guess I 'll never know.
Am I a failure?
Yes, I am.
Am I just a big embarrassment?
I think I am.
Am I not worth anything?
I feel like it.
Am I just a little annoying girl?
You tell me.
Am I a burden?
Am I a regret?
Am I not good enough?
Am I?
Well..you make me feel like I am.
You tell me that I'm none of those things.
Are you lying?
Because you don't love me back.
You make me feel things I shouldn't.
I can't escape because of you.
I can't...
Am I that bad of a friend, to not trust or let closer to you?
Am I...