It's not a phase, just depression

crushed

as the unforgettable words slip out of the doctor's mouth...

"Well Jessica, you are big enough to understand things now. I just wanted you to know the truth. You can't be healed.''

it crushed everything.

His words stabbed my heart,

Just cut my lungs into little pieces.

His unforgettable, dark words crushed me and my world.

Just the thought itself that I'm gonna be thirty years old,

without a job

'Home' with 27 cats

Panic attacks

Asthma attacks and fear...

make me go more insane every second.

I'm just praying for someone to stop this pain.

I'm begging you...

Kill me now!

Before it's too late...