It's not a phase, just depression

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Just another panic attack,
Just another fear.

Just another tear,
and just another scream.

My heart is too weak,
my eyes are closing,
and my breath is about to stop.

My tears are flowing,
and I start running.

It hurts, it hurts so bad.
My heart is breaking.

You smile,
You smirk.

You're happy, but
I'm not.

I stop running,
You start laughing.

I hear it in my head again.

You promised.
You swore.

Cross my heart, hope to die.
But you lied.

Ride or die.

You chose your way.

Who cares now?
I hate you anyway.