[VIXX ALLN] One Shot Series

[AllN] Cactus

"Cactus"

(A/N: Because Hakyeon is a sweetheart and my 80th chapter must be about what his members meet to him)

Hakyeon's very first self-composed song was finally out in Korean and it was used as a donation where all the profits would go into charity. It's been a few months since all six members of VIXX sang the Japanese version of the song and Hakyeon still remembers how nervous he was when he handed out the scores to the younger members. Especially since the group already had Wonshik and Taekwoon, who both writes songs for the group, Hakyeon was extremely nervous to hand the two members the piece of paper. Even now, Hakyeon could still recall the younger members confused expression when they first received the song. They didn't believe that Hakyeon actually wrote the group a song.

"Cactus?" Wonshik asked the leader.

"Uh... yeah," Hakyeon averted his eyes since he was feeling both awkward and nervous at the same time.

The younger members all looked at the lyrics together and then, smiled at the leader.

"It sounds just like a song you'd write, Hakyeonie," Taekwoon smiled at his same-aged friend.

"Really?" Hakyeon tilted his head.

"Yeah."

"So our leader is now a composer too? Wow, we have like four now!" Jaehwan said excitedly. "Guess me and Kong have to step up our game, right?"

"Mhmm," Hongbin let out his usual dimple smile as he read the lyrics once more. "You never told us you were writing a song. When did you start?"

"It's been awhile... I wasn't going to release it at first but I showed it to Sejun-hyung and he told me I should take this chance to do so," Hakyeon explained.

"It's a nice song, hyung," Hyuk commented.

With the look of approval from his members, Hakyeon felt a lot more confident and relieved that his song was accepted by the rest of the members. Eventually, they released the song in their Japanese album along with ' La La La ~ Thank you for your love'.

To some people, the approval of the younger members may not seem like much and it could just be a small thing that anyone could forget. But for Hakyeon, it was a sign of happiness and it meant a lot for him to be able to see the positive reactions he got from his members. A few months later, in order to help charity, Hakyeon started to officially write the song in Korean. He had to choose his words wisely because the feelings had to remain the same. But unlike the Japanese release of the song, this time, Hakyeon had to record the song by himself. It was not only going to be his self-composed song but it was also his solo song.

He lost a lot of sleep while translating the song into proper Korean and trying to convey his words through the song. He can't help but feel impress by the two LR members at times because their songs are always so deep and well-written.

Hakyeon wasn't only nervous because it was his first self-composed song but it's because it was a song for his members.

He never told them the reason behind the meaning of the lyrics for 'Cactus' but it was all Hakyeon thought about when he was composing the song. Every word he wrote within the song was dedicated to his members.

Hakyeon always thought that him and his members are worlds apart. Nothing about them are alike at all because each one of them are so different and unique from each other. Even their taste in music is different yet they're in the same Kpop group known as VIXX. It was a miracle that they were even able to stay together in the same dorm for this long. Even when they had the opportunity to live separately, they all agreed that it was more enjoyable to live together like family.