[VIXX ALLN] One Shot Series

[NEO] The Last Kiss ~ Final Act

"The Last Kiss"

(Final Act)

Taekwoon destroyed it all.

He decided to put an end to everything and stop himself before it really was too late.

He'll never forgive me... even I... can't forgive myself... He slouched over on his chair as he locked himself in his room.

Knock. Knock.

"Hyung, are you okay? It's dinner time, aren't you hungry?" Jaehwan was outside, hoping that the older vocalist would hear him out.

"I'm fine. I'm not hungry," Taekwoon said in the most quietest voice ever. He's lost the energy to speak or do anything at all.

Why did I do that to Hakyeon? I'm such an idiot!

He couldn't help but resent both Hakyeon and himself for everything he's done. He really thought he would be alright as long as he could stay near Hakyeon or by the older's side but his greed got the better of him after all.

"I'm sorry," he said aloud to Hakyeon who couldn't hear him at all.

Hakyeon also retreated back to his own room after the incident, neither of the two oldest members went out to join the younger members for dinner and only silence remained throughout the dorms.

"I'm such an idiot," Taekwoon repeated once more as he dug his nails into his palms so tightly that he was started to bleed. Maybe he deserved this pain? If not worst especially for what he almost did to Hakyeon...

Throughout the night, Taekwoon couldn't erase the incident that he caused out of his mind. He couldn't sleep while the rest of the members had already turned off the lights and went back to their individual rooms for the night. Taekwoon felt the guilt and he couldn't rest in peace.

If only I could turn back time...

A foolish thought but a wishful thinking. He didn't just want to turn back time to before today and make it so that the incident never occurred but he thought that maybe if they really could go back in time... then he wants to go back to before he's ever met Hakyeon in the first place.

If they never met, Taekwoon wouldn't have to feel this way about the older and he wouldn't have had to lose on morales.

Knock. Knock.

"Taekwoon-ah," it was Hakyeon's voice.

The leader was outside of his bedroom in the middle of the night.

Taekwoon shot up from his seat and approached the door, knowing well that Hakyeon was right on the other side.

"Taekwoon-ah," Hakyeon called out gently once more. "Are you asleep? Can we talk?"

"No. Go away. Don't come near me... I'll hurt you again," Taekwoon almost wanted to cry as he said those words because deep down inside, he wanted to open those doors and hold tightly onto Hakyeon, whom he's accidently hurt.

"Let's talk, Taekwoon-ah. Please?"

Why would you want to talk to someone like me? It's better if I wasn't around... Taekwoon could only think.

"I beg you," Hakyeon said once more but this time, Taekwoon could hear the older's voice crack a little as if... the older was crying outside.

That made Taekwoon feel uneasy. He didn't want to imagine the older crying once more.