[VIXX ALLN] One Shot Series

[HaKen] Matt and S ~ Final ~

"Matt and S"

~ Final ~

"Those horribly vivid memories eventually came back. Eugene, who Matt thought was responsible for killing his beloved Joanne was not the killer. It was neither Eugene or the monsters inside of Matt but Matt himself who killed his sister. Matt didn't know how to handle the truth there were hidden within his memories and every night he became tormented by nights as he laid there in the cold concrete prison cell.

His story was shared throughout London and while some gave him sympathy, others called him a monster.

Am I really a monster? I killed Joanne after all... then I must be one, Matt convinced himself.

"Matt," Eugene called out his name as the man came to visit the lost boy. "Aren't you cold? Do you need me to bring you a blanket?"

Eugene looked at Matt with concern, worried about Matt and could not stand to see the young man look so fragile. No one would have thought that the true killer behind Joanne's death was her own younger brother. Matt who found out about Joanne's true feelings could not comprehend why he was working so hard to please her. Eventually, he couldn't accept being thrown aside by her and being called a 'mere toy' for her own entertainment.

"It's not your fault, Matt," Eugene continued to care for Matt despite the fact that not only was he accused by the younger man but almost killed by the monsters within Matt. He has always been worried about what happened to Matt since he heard about Joanne's mysterious death 10 years ago but he never would have imagined that the one who drove Matt into madness was Joanne as well. He knew about Matt's dissociative identity disorder as he has met 'Jimmy' once before but even Eugene didn't think that a single interview would lead him to reunite with Jimmy and meeting Woody, Anne and No Name.

"You're suffering, I know you are Matt so please, let me take care of you," Eugene continued to try his persuasions but no one, especially not Eugene, could wake Matt up from his despair.

Matt has become an empty shell, not knowing exactly who he is any more or how to accept what he has become. He doesn't even know how to respond to his own name without questioning whether or not he really is 'Matt'.

Who am I? Somebody tell me who I am... please...

Matt was sent into regular counseling sessions as he served the rest of his sentencing. Due to his psychological disorder, his sentences were not long but the consultation has been proven to be ineffective. No one knew how to really treat Matt's strange disorder even though they knew about such a thing. No one was experienced enough to approach the problem and some were even afraid of being in the same room as Matt. Matt continued to stare out into the starry nights as he waited for the day when death could take him away.

The sound of footsteps approached him one day. Is it Eugene again? Matt grunted and didn't care to look back at who those footsteps belonged to as they stopped in front of his cell.

"Matt," a man's voice called his name. It wasn't Eugene but it was definitely a voice he could faintly recall.

Matt turned around in curiosity to see a man, with a face so familiar that he suddenly remembered a promise he made a year ago yet forgot to keep.

"S...," Matt finally recalled that name. His lips trembled and his body became weak as he murmured the name repeatedly. "How?"

"I came to pick you up," S said with a sad smile from his reunion with Matt. "I missed you. You never came back."