5 W's and a BIG HOW?! ➳방탄소년단 {✔}

Chapter 23: "True conversations."

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"Life is not good, nor it is bad. It's not perfect, but it moulds us into a better person."

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You were nervous.

Like really-really-really-oh-my-god-I-think-I'm-actually-making-a puddle-of-sweat that's-disgusting-but-I can't-help-it-I'm-very nervous-for-them-nervous.

"You look like you're more nervous than the group who's actually performing Y/N." Seokjin laughs before sitting beside you, although he is nervous himself.

Ironically, both of you were sweating and internally panicking because well, anyone with their right mind would panick if they're supposedly performing at AMA's, one of the most popular shows that many popular artists are attending, not to mention that a lot eyes were on them. But even so, a part of them was excited, excited to show the world what they're really made of.

And not to mention, it's already turn and they were on the backstage, waiting for their turn as they went away from their seats facing the stage to prepare for theur performance. So yeah. That added too.

"Well I can't help it you know. You guys are performing in an Award Show to make your US debut. Many Western artists are watching you guys and hundreds and thousands of fans waiting for you to show them what you guys got. What if you guys didn't do that? Like meet their expectations? I can't help it but think that what if you guys aren't enough, what would happen to you guys, what would happen to our relationship with each other?"

Your words start to drift away as you both looked at the ground, hearing the fans scream with excitement to see their favorite idols and artists performing.

Adrenaline coursed through your veins as you bit your lip, like there's a monster gnawing inside your stomach, making you feel uneasy. Suddenly, Seokjin holds your chin, and gives you this tender look, making you feel like its only the both of you here. "Hey, no matter what happens, good or bad, we'll accept it with open arms. Because isn't that what life is all about? Learning to accept what life gives you and try to do your best to change it for the better. And whatever the result is, we'll always have a strong relationship together,"

He gestures at the other boys, "because fate led us to you, and it led you to us."

You shyly removed his grip from you, feeling the tips of your ears go red. "Thanks Alpaca. Although that was a bit cheesy so I recommend you to put it in a pizza."

"There it is, that's the Y/N I've been missing!" Seokjin smiles at you, and for a fleeting moment, all of the nervousness faded away, and it was nothing but pure tenderness and care as you both stared at each other.

"Hey! It's my turn now!"

You were suddenly hoisted up in someone's arms. A faint smell of vanilla surrounded your frame as you inhaled deeply, only a certain person can smell like vanilla and always has this habit of hoisting you up. Taehyung smiles goofily at you before dragging you away, and all Seokjin could do was watch with an open mouth, too late to realize his situation. Taehyung, however, was ecstatic. "Can you believe it Y/N! We're going to perform at the AMA's! And it's almost our cue! And I'm just so excited that I can't even pronounce my words properly!"

"Okay okay! Can you put me down now?!" You playfully smacked his chest. He chuckles before obliging your command, letting you down on the sofa with him with a little plop!

A smile threatened to crawl up its way to your face when, as random as it is, you suddenly had this urge to watch Youtube. Good thing that you were connected to the show's private (actually, you weren't even sure if it's their wifi but wifi is still wifi so who cares?) wifi, okay, more like hacked it but you can't help it, what would you do if you're bored and there's no wifi