5 W's and a BIG HOW?! ➳방탄소년단 {✔}

Chapter 30: "Finally, it's done."

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"If apologizing can make a person feel better, then why would we need the police?"

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LOOOOONG CHAPTER AHEAD. YOU'RE WELCOME ;) Oh and be prepared for some supernatural shit 😉

Seungcheol had already planned his life, and how it would turn out in advance. And no, it wasn't weird, it was just because he wanted to make sure that he would list the things that he can possibly achieve in life. Also, everyone has a secret and weird habit so, why can't he have one too?

But, once you entered it, it immediately changed.

He didn't know how and why it happened. It just did.

To be honest with himself, he didn't like being a guardian. Of course he knows that he was born with it so he has to deal with it and cherish it and all that stuff but, he wanted freedom, as selfish as it sounded. The feeling of being trapped in the same loop of watching and leaving after a few years scared him. He wanted to get rid of it, and sail the wide ocean or even travel the whole universe.

But since he was stuck being a guardian, he must never leave the person that he was guarding or else he would deal with the consequences.

"The stars look so beautiful," He muttered to himself, his hands touching the shining dots blinking and twinkling beautifully in the night sky. Seungcheol wondered to himself if the stars have no worries, since all they do is blink and twinkle and just look beautiful. The cold wind pricked his skin while he admired the sky from afar but he ignored it.

"Didn't know that you would be here." He almost jumped at the sudden familiar voice. Slowly looking at the owner of it, he gulped at the sight of your mother staring at him like she was disgusted at him. He knew that he deserved that. It was only right for them to hate him for all the things he did for his own gain, ignoring the pain he caused to someone special in his life. Internally, he thought that the saying that you'll only realize the value of something special once it's gone is correct.

The boy could hear the footsteps getting closer to him, a sign that your mother, Soomin, was getting closer to him. He internally winced, maybe she'll slap him and hit him.

"Cheol-ah."

Seungcheol froze.

Soomin sighed, feeling nostalgic. "I remember that Y/N would call you that. It was so full of adoration that I could recall myself getting a little jealous at the tone she used. Then she would run towards you, hugging you tightly for a while and letting you go as she smiles at you genuinely. And I thought to myself, thank you destiny for letting me find a guardian like you who can make my angel smile and laugh."

"Did you regret it? Letting me be her guardian?" The words were blurted out before even he can stop it. He silently cursed himself, the answer was already screaming at him yet he had the audacity to ask.

"No."

Huh?

"I didn't regret letting you become her guardian. It was because of you that she learned so many things in life, to accept the beauty of it. And even though you left her because of your own selfishness and your desire of freedom, and that question would be asked again to me over and over again I would still say no. You left a scar in her heart, and me and Seungmin were so close to beating you silly, but you gave her a lesson. To learn how to move on. Slowly and steadily."

Seungcheol was about to say something when your mother cut him off, "We knew that she was suffering when you left her, two times, if I may add. So we thought about assigning guardians to her. I know that it's possible for the said guardians to leave her alone but we had to try. We were so busy with work that we can't watch her properly. But because of the fact that all of the guardians were already assigned, we had no choice but to assign former ones."