The Realization

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Without saying a word Julia quickly exited the trailer. Thomas was really proud of his boyfriend for keeping his cool, this time. "Dyl, I love you."

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That night while Thomas lay next to his sleeping boyfriend, he realized something. He finally understood why this had all been so hard for him.

He had been an actor for many years, and had never struggled with a role before. In fact, this was a role he had wanted to play his whole life. A villain.

But there was something taking over his mind like the bloody flare. Something was eating him up from the inside out, driving him to insanity.

He was in love.

Thomas realized he had never been in love before. He had kissed many girls in his teenager years, and dated Bella for quite some time, but he had never felt this way.

He was so worried about hurting Dylan, that Julia made him confused. Scared. He realized he had treated Dylan so horribly, and yet Dylan still treated him like a king.

He didn't deserve Dylan. And Dylan certainly doesn't deserve such an awful boyfriend like me, Thomas thought. He deserves someone better.

Thomas considered just running away. But he decided to go back to London instead. He left a note for Dylan:

Dyl,

Please don't come looking for me. This will be best for everyone. Hailey will find a new lead, that can actually commit to the role. Julia won't get hurt anymore. And of course I won't be a burden for you. I now realize all I've done is cause you trouble since I came here, and you deserve better than that. You deserve the world, Dylan. I'm sorry you have the worst boyfriend in the world, and I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you. I hope you can forgive me someday. I love you to the moon.

-your Tommy

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