After a botched marriage proposal, followed by a startling revelation from Blayne, both she and Rocky's relationship is left hanging in the balance, when the two decide to take a step back and reevaluate themselves.
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Three Months Later
March 12.
Tampa Florida
Blayne
Growing up as a Muslim, the number one thing I was taught as a young growing girl, was strength.
Strength.
Being able to hold my own as both a woman and a being in this universe in general.
I was always taught to never fold.
That was the number one thing both my parents taught me. No matter what came my way, no matter what curveballs were thrown at me, I had to remain strong and resilient.
Back in my teen years, I was unstoppable man. Every single dream I had, no matter how crazy or dumb it seemed to most, I was always told to go follow each and every one.
No matter what.
And for a while I did, but somewhere down that line I'd lost my way, my sight, and all things rational.
It started with Brook, his death was the starting point, then Essai followed suit, next pills, alcohol, depression, and ultimately Rocky. At some point, in my twenty three years of life on this earth, I've realized that I've opened up my heart far too many times, in both love and destruction,never asking for anything in return, but guess what?
Looking back now, as I sit in this beautiful, quiet room, filled with plenty love, plenty light, and plenty peace, I can say I truly do not regret this.
I no longer regret anything, naw, not anymore.
Everything happening to me, in my life, right now was meant to be.
No matter how crazy It was right now.
No matter how confusing shit was.
No matter how tough.
The more this pregnancy progressed, the bigger I've gotten, in conjunction with all the lessons I''ve learned so far, I can say that I've accepted this.
Everything.
It's no longer about me anymore.
Nothing else revolves around Blayne Sabrina Claudio.
Nothing.
I have something bigger, better, and far more important to be concerned about than anything else in this world.
My little boy and my little girl.
Kodiy and Kayne.
Now, in my wonderful twenty second week of carrying these extraordinary beings, I feel better than ever. Over time I've gotten extremely happier, more serene, and I finally feel at a true and honest peace in my life.
