Jeff the killer x reader

he sees the scars

¤Y/ns pov¤

After i gave s/n that advice i felt helpful and smiled to myself. I looked down at my wrists and frowned. Why do i even hide these anymore if everyone els knows? But my son. He will see them.
I pull my sleeves down and the tears start to fall. 'Jeff is barely home anymore and my son is always in his room playing videogames with fucking BEN. Why cant i have my boys back?!' I thought to myself.
'Child are you alright? You seem quite frusterated.' Slender asks and i smiled and nodded. "Im fine slender." I say taking a sip if my water.
'Talk to me child. Whats wrong?' He asks again and i sigh. "Its just...jeff is rarely home and s/n is always in his room and i never have anything to do." I say "i dont want to kill, i dont want to hang out with anyone els, i dont wanna eat i just want my boys and-" "child this is normal. S/n just needs some time away from the game and needs work. Send him on a mission. Maybe that will get him out of the house and working."
" but what mission. I dont need anything done." "Ill send him out. I have plenty of jobs for thr boy to do." He says and i nodded and went upstairs to get him.
"S/n slender needs you to do a mission sweety." I tell him.
"Not right now can you do it?" he asks and i get frusterated.
"Slender needs you to do the mission sweety now go." I say "but i sont want to." He whines not looking away from the game and BEN looks at me like hes scared. Mom mode is activated and im more angrier then ever but try to stay calm about the situation at hand.
"Hon im not going to say this again. Go to slenders office and do the mission." I tell him once more and he slams the controller down and looks me dead in the eyes.
"MOM I DO THE MISSION LATER! GOD YOU SO ANNOYING! CANT YOU JUST GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME AND BEN THE FUCK ALONE?! WHY CAN YOU JUST GO FUCK WITH DAD?!" He screams and i was furious and hurt.
Why would he scream at me like that? Hes not like this.
I cant control myself and i got full mom on him.
"DONT YOU DARE RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME! IM YOUR MOTHER AND YOU WILL TAKE MY FUCKING ORDERS! YOUR FATHER IS RARELY HOME AND I CANT HAVE TIME WITH BOTH OF YOU! GO ON THAT DAMN MISSION! AND WHEN YOU GET BACK YOUR GROUNDED!" i scream all those words out at once not even noticing my sleeves were unfolded and showed my scars from the past.
Did i ever mention that i was YEARS! Clean? I dont think i did.
S/n saw the scars and tears pricked his eyes. He couldn't believe what he saw.
"Mom what that?" He asked
"Nothing. Go do the mission." I tell him and he stops me from leaving the room.
"Mom?" I sigh "they are cuts but im years clean." I say and he hugs me. "Thats good. But please dont cut ever again." He said and i chuckled. "I promise with all my heart." I say.
"Im sorry i raised my voice at you. I love you mom and i dont want you to feel lonely." He says and i smile and hug him tighter.
"I forgive you but that doesnt mean yout ungrounded." "Damn it." I laugh and he does too and he goes on the mission and i plop next to BEN.
"Being a mom is hard isn't it?" He asks and i shake my head.
"Its not hard but its rewarding." I say and he smiles. "I bet it is."